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Until I become dust

Kamini

Kamini

Infinity and Beyond
Posting Freak
I wonder how you are doing
Whilst I am in pain, longing
Years went by in your absence
Have you even missed my presence?
With a broken heart, on the floor, I lie
Have you ever heard my cry?

Here I am, missing your heavenly smile
Which always stops my breath for a while
Have you noticed how funny life is?
With all that happened there is
Look at you, quite benevolent you are
And look at me, how malevolent I am

Universe played a great drama
Which put me in this dilemma
We were never on the same path
Which made me in your eyes, a psychopath
Look where I am, and look where you are
It is a tragedy that we are what we are

I gaze at you with admiration
Yet in your mind, am an abomination
Inside me, it created a hell
How much I suffered, can you tell?
We got trapped in a rat race
Which made me vanish with no trace

Walking down the lane alone
Dealing with stuff on my own
Standing on the edge of a cliff
Should I let death take a sniff?
Don't you worry I would never do that
As the pain also made me strong somewhat

Remember how adorable you were?
And how deplorable I was
For a while, we were walking in the same park
Now all that is left of me wanders in the dark
In this darkness, I may get lost
But I'll pray for you until I become dust

Today is your birthday. I know I can't wish you. I wanted to, I wanted to wish you so badly but what to do when the person you love doesn't see you the same way? Hope you are happy, hope you are doing great. Aren't I crazy? Did I just write something for you? How silly of me? Well not for you exactly, for myself, which you will never come across. But letting it out feels good, isn't it?

I saw your pics today, you look very happy. I wish you to be happy like that till the end of time although you hate me so much. I never thought I would fall in love with someone but you triggered something in me. For that, I feel blessed. Thank you for giving me that experience that made me humane. Thank you for the moments we had. Oh, I forgot to wish you, many many happy returns of the day.

You will always be in my heart my love, take care.
 
Teacher teacher accept me as you desciple! Wow, what a way to write ! You are quiet a wordsmith. For a second i wondered whether today is my birthday ? Nope. And again I thought to myself , I am not the person to leave you in the Pain and suffering, so was happy that it’s not me lol . It reminds me of a song “ agaadhamou jalanidhilo lona aaNimuthayamunnadhile, sokaaana maruguna dhaagi sukhamunnadhile, yedhee thanantha thaanai nee dhariki raadhu, sodhinchi saadhinchaali- adhiye dheeragunam” ( moderators please do not delete this though it’s regional language, as she understands this ).

just look back and think - is it worth the pain? Living in memories is fine but at the same time, fight the inner deamons to come out as winner! All the very best, get a coffee sometime - we can talk.

Again - wonderfully written!
 
Kamini said:
I wonder how you are doing
Whilst I am in pain, longing
Years went by in your absence
Have you even missed my presence?
With a broken heart, on the floor, I lie
Have you ever heard my cry?

Here I am, missing your heavenly smile
Which always stops my breath for a while
Have you noticed how funny life is?
With all that happened there is
Look at you, quite benevolent you are
And look at me, how malevolent I am

Universe played a great drama
Which put me in this dilemma
We were never on the same path
Which made me in your eyes, a psychopath
Look where I am, and look where you are
It is a tragedy that we are what we are

I gaze at you with admiration
Yet in your mind, am an abomination
Inside me, it created a hell
How much I suffered, can you tell?
We got trapped in a rat race
Which made me vanish with no trace

Walking down the lane alone
Dealing with stuff on my own
Standing on the edge of a cliff
Should I let death take a sniff?
Don't you worry I would never do that
As the pain also made me strong somewhat

Remember how adorable you were?
And how deplorable I was
For a while, we were walking in the same park
Now all that is left of me wanders in the dark
In this darkness, I may get lost
But I'll pray for you until I become dust

Today is your birthday. I know I can't wish you. I wanted to, I wanted to wish you so badly but what to do when the person you love doesn't see you the same way? Hope you are happy, hope you are doing great. Aren't I crazy? Did I just write something for you? How silly of me? Well not for you exactly, for myself, which you will never come across. But letting it out feels good, isn't it?

I saw your pics today, you look very happy. I wish you to be happy like that till the end of time although you hate me so much. I never thought I would fall in love with someone but you triggered something in me. For that, I feel blessed. Thank you for giving me that experience that made me humane. Thank you for the moments we had. Oh, I forgot to wish you, many many happy returns of the day.

You will always be in my heart my love, take care.
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Hhahah first time ne post complete ga chadivina
 
Kamini said:
I wonder how you are doing
Whilst I am in pain, longing
Years went by in your absence
Have you even missed my presence?
With a broken heart, on the floor, I lie
Have you ever heard my cry?

Here I am, missing your heavenly smile
Which always stops my breath for a while
Have you noticed how funny life is?
With all that happened there is
Look at you, quite benevolent you are
And look at me, how malevolent I am

Universe played a great drama
Which put me in this dilemma
We were never on the same path
Which made me in your eyes, a psychopath
Look where I am, and look where you are
It is a tragedy that we are what we are

I gaze at you with admiration
Yet in your mind, am an abomination
Inside me, it created a hell
How much I suffered, can you tell?
We got trapped in a rat race
Which made me vanish with no trace

Walking down the lane alone
Dealing with stuff on my own
Standing on the edge of a cliff
Should I let death take a sniff?
Don't you worry I would never do that
As the pain also made me strong somewhat

Remember how adorable you were?
And how deplorable I was
For a while, we were walking in the same park
Now all that is left of me wanders in the dark
In this darkness, I may get lost
But I'll pray for you until I become dust

Today is your birthday. I know I can't wish you. I wanted to, I wanted to wish you so badly but what to do when the person you love doesn't see you the same way? Hope you are happy, hope you are doing great. Aren't I crazy? Did I just write something for you? How silly of me? Well not for you exactly, for myself, which you will never come across. But letting it out feels good, isn't it?

I saw your pics today, you look very happy. I wish you to be happy like that till the end of time although you hate me so much. I never thought I would fall in love with someone but you triggered something in me. For that, I feel blessed. Thank you for giving me that experience that made me humane. Thank you for the moments we had. Oh, I forgot to wish you, many many happy returns of the day.

You will always be in my heart my love, take care.
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Amazing
 
Kamini said:
I wonder how you are doing
Whilst I am in pain, longing
Years went by in your absence
Have you even missed my presence?
With a broken heart, on the floor, I lie
Have you ever heard my cry?

Here I am, missing your heavenly smile
Which always stops my breath for a while
Have you noticed how funny life is?
With all that happened there is
Look at you, quite benevolent you are
And look at me, how malevolent I am

Universe played a great drama
Which put me in this dilemma
We were never on the same path
Which made me in your eyes, a psychopath
Look where I am, and look where you are
It is a tragedy that we are what we are

I gaze at you with admiration
Yet in your mind, am an abomination
Inside me, it created a hell
How much I suffered, can you tell?
We got trapped in a rat race
Which made me vanish with no trace

Walking down the lane alone
Dealing with stuff on my own
Standing on the edge of a cliff
Should I let death take a sniff?
Don't you worry I would never do that
As the pain also made me strong somewhat

Remember how adorable you were?
And how deplorable I was
For a while, we were walking in the same park
Now all that is left of me wanders in the dark
In this darkness, I may get lost
But I'll pray for you until I become dust

Today is your birthday. I know I can't wish you. I wanted to, I wanted to wish you so badly but what to do when the person you love doesn't see you the same way? Hope you are happy, hope you are doing great. Aren't I crazy? Did I just write something for you? How silly of me? Well not for you exactly, for myself, which you will never come across. But letting it out feels good, isn't it?

I saw your pics today, you look very happy. I wish you to be happy like that till the end of time although you hate me so much. I never thought I would fall in love with someone but you triggered something in me. For that, I feel blessed. Thank you for giving me that experience that made me humane. Thank you for the moments we had. Oh, I forgot to wish you, many many happy returns of the day.

You will always be in my heart my love, take care.
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Woaaahhh! It's damnn! Keep writing more!
 
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