Sometimes I don't even understand my own thoughts. Why is that?

[jasminee]

I am definitely not alone in this torment I am experiencing, and it appears to me that I already understand quite a lot about mineself, and I am beating mineself up over it unnecessarily. Self-understanding is not an achievable "thing" but a process, just like life is a process, because we are constantly changing.....

Personally, I think I might as well be dead if I know all there is to know about myself. As they say: "Stick a fork in me, I'm done."....
The path is not a straight line from point A to point B, but a zig zag because we make mistakes, life beats us up until we correct ourselves, and we get back onto our path.....All you really need is perseverance not to give up on the goodness within us, even when we are behaving like big poopie-heads. The ego, which is not your essential self, is the voice that wants us to be done and finished with all this..... Don't listen to it.....

The way to understand mineself is to let go of things over and over..... I can’t ever let go of who I am.... . Everything I am able to let go of is, by definition, not understandable.....

Spend more and more time being quiet......

 

[Anshhi]

I am definitely not alone in this torment I am experiencing, and it appears to me that I already understand quite a lot about mineself, and I am beating mineself up over it unnecessarily. Self-understanding is not an achievable "thing" but a process, just like life is a process, because we are constantly changing.....

Personally, I think I might as well be dead if I know all there is to know about myself. As they say: "Stick a fork in me, I'm done."....
The path is not a straight line from point A to point B, but a zig zag because we make mistakes, life beats us up until we correct ourselves, and we get back onto our path.....All you really need is perseverance not to give up on the goodness within us, even when we are behaving like big poopie-heads. The ego, which is not your essential self, is the voice that wants us to be done and finished with all this..... Don't listen to it.....

The way to understand mineself is to let go of things over and over..... I can’t ever let go of who I am.... . Everything I am able to let go of is, by definition, not understandable.....

Spend more and more time being quiet......View attachment 295977

It happens to me too...
*A_AICS

 

[Honey bunch]

I am definitely not alone in this torment I am experiencing, and it appears to me that I already understand quite a lot about mineself, and I am beating mineself up over it unnecessarily. Self-understanding is not an achievable "thing" but a process, just like life is a process, because we are constantly changing.....

Personally, I think I might as well be dead if I know all there is to know about myself. As they say: "Stick a fork in me, I'm done."....
The path is not a straight line from point A to point B, but a zig zag because we make mistakes, life beats us up until we correct ourselves, and we get back onto our path.....All you really need is perseverance not to give up on the goodness within us, even when we are behaving like big poopie-heads. The ego, which is not your essential self, is the voice that wants us to be done and finished with all this..... Don't listen to it.....

The way to understand mineself is to let go of things over and over..... I can’t ever let go of who I am.... . Everything I am able to let go of is, by definition, not understandable.....

Spend more and more time being quiet......View attachment 295977

Understanding yourself takes time. Let things go, grow with life, and keep moving forward.

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[Dom55]

I am definitely not alone in this torment I am experiencing, and it appears to me that I already understand quite a lot about mineself, and I am beating mineself up over it unnecessarily. Self-understanding is not an achievable "thing" but a process, just like life is a process, because we are constantly changing.....

Personally, I think I might as well be dead if I know all there is to know about myself. As they say: "Stick a fork in me, I'm done."....
The path is not a straight line from point A to point B, but a zig zag because we make mistakes, life beats us up until we correct ourselves, and we get back onto our path.....All you really need is perseverance not to give up on the goodness within us, even when we are behaving like big poopie-heads. The ego, which is not your essential self, is the voice that wants us to be done and finished with all this..... Don't listen to it.....

The way to understand mineself is to let go of things over and over..... I can’t ever let go of who I am.... . Everything I am able to let go of is, by definition, not understandable.....

Spend more and more time being quiet......View attachment 295977

Answer is because you are a human and you are not alone. Life is not a destination but a journey where there is straight roads, caves, hills, gardens . Best way sometime is not to understand it but go with the flow and live it.
Self-understanding is an ongoing process, because you are constantly evolving. If you could fully "know" yourself as a fixed, unchanging entity, you would no longer be truly alive—because life per se is full of change, mistakes, and corrections. That’s why the idea of "being done" is misleading. There’s no final state of absolute self-awareness; instead, there’s a continuous unfolding.
Last but not least, being more n more quiet and stay with own self is gift to ourselves.

 

[murat]

I am definitely not alone in this torment I am experiencing, and it appears to me that I already understand quite a lot about mineself, and I am beating mineself up over it unnecessarily. Self-understanding is not an achievable "thing" but a process, just like life is a process, because we are constantly changing.....

Personally, I think I might as well be dead if I know all there is to know about myself. As they say: "Stick a fork in me, I'm done."....
The path is not a straight line from point A to point B, but a zig zag because we make mistakes, life beats us up until we correct ourselves, and we get back onto our path.....All you really need is perseverance not to give up on the goodness within us, even when we are behaving like big poopie-heads. The ego, which is not your essential self, is the voice that wants us to be done and finished with all this..... Don't listen to it.....

The way to understand mineself is to let go of things over and over..... I can’t ever let go of who I am.... . Everything I am able to let go of is, by definition, not understandable.....

Spend more and more time being quiet......View attachment 295977

spread some light of wisdom on me shower me some blessings
hehe very well written

yess it happens it happens a lot to me as well
my mom to brain : " why think so much my brain will blast "
my mom : does insta scroll and brain fixed



self understanding , keeping ego aside , being calm patient , full with wisdom
very hard thing to achieve but not so hard yet

yess introspecting ourself is a good way
but well introspecting ourself is a boring job so cant do for long , but having discipline and introspecting ourself would help a lot