Poem about self struggle n depression

[Gurll]

My silent screams go unnoticed,
My darkened dreams unchecked;
This emptiness is all consuming,
Will it steal away my breath?

Everything around turns to grey.
I'm not sure if I should resist;
As color slowly fades away,
This numbness only persists.

Silence can be so much louder
Than any spoken word;
So all these days will pass me by,
My thoughts still left unheard.

I thought my only option left
Was to end my precious life;
So I planned to step off of a ledge
Or make friends with a knife.

As I lay upon the blood-stained floor,
I wonder what I've done;
The devil looks in through my door
And steals another one.

 

[Picuu]

In this world, I want to be many things.
People tell me I can't be everything,
But I can't listen to what they say.
I can't let their envy control what I think.
With God, I know I can be anything

Haters can tell me I can't.
Discouragers can tell me that I won't.
No matter what anybody says,
I believe in myself.

Anything I put my mind to,
I know that's what I can do.
No matter what anybody says,
I belive in myself

 

[Yuvan7]

Learn to be Selfish, thats the first step to live the life

 

[URum]

Nicely written

 

[Senpai]

You go Gurll!!

 

[Freaky]

On my bed you will find
my lost will tangled within the sheets,
the last of my energy seeping into the matress,
unspoken dreams smothered by the pillow,
unwanted memories tucked right by the corner,
and a chain of thoughts to keep a hold on my body.

~freakstreak~

 

[Freaky]

// Depression //

It's like being chained to a seat in the theatre
And the play is a culmination of all the mistakes you ever made
Leaving a bitter taste as all the jokes made, are about you.
The critic in the head scrutinizes every tiny detail
going over and over the lines until
they are so engraved that they come alive.

~freakstreak~