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My shrinking world!!

SiRa

SiRa

TraNsiEnt sOul
Posting Freak
"Cutting ties isn’t cruelty; it’s clarity."

Lately, I feel like a shadow of myself, floating somewhere between connection and separation. Silently, I’ve begun reducing and lessening the presence of others in my life.!

There’s a heaviness in my chest from the quiet—not sadness, not anger—just a still, quiet disconnection. I feel myself pulling back, detaching like a thread unraveling from the fabric of connections I once held close.!

It’s not intentional, nor is it something I fully understand... ...I just no longer feel the need to hold tightly to relationships. The weight of being an 'AKKA' to my brothers and sisters no longer rests heavily on me. I can’t tell who genuinely calls me from the bottom of their heart.. and who does so out of obligation.!!

When it comes to friendships, I’ve noticed many have diminished, and some have completely extinguished. This realization has led me to detach myself from relationships and the overwhelming expectations that come with them.!!

When I needed support the most, no one was there. Now, I no longer feel the need to stand for anyone.!!

I’ve stopped forcing conversations, relationships, or love. If it flows, it flows. If it doesn’t, it doesn’t.!!

Yet, in the stillness of this distance, I wonder: Am I abandoning them, or am I shrinking my own capacity to feel?

Walking away is never easy, but staying in spaces where I don’t feel valued is harder. I owe it to myself to protect my heart, my energy, and my well-being. This is my act of self-respect and self-love.!

I am choosing to release those who no longer bring light into my life. I deserve relationships that nurture me, not ones that leave me feeling depleted.!!
I am no longer willing to shrink myself to fit into spaces where I no longer belong. This act of release creates room for joy, clarity, and the kind of connections that align with the person I am becoming.

Growth demands release, and with every door I close, I open one to freedom, peace, clarity, and a lighter heart.

To those I’ve released, I send gratitude for the lessons and memories. Some chapters must close for new ones to begin, and I am ready to turn the page.!

Less is more when it comes to meaningful connections.!

This isn’t the end—it’s a new beginning.

Cheers!!
 

RIghtly said ..
I’m also going through a similar process of detachment and self-reflection.

It's not easy, but I’m learning to prioritize my peace and protect my energy. Letting go of what no longer serves me is helping me create space for growth and the kind of relationships that truly align with who I am becoming.

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SiRa said:
"Cutting ties isn’t cruelty; it’s clarity."

Lately, I feel like a shadow of myself, floating somewhere between connection and separation. Silently, I’ve begun reducing and lessening the presence of others in my life.!

There’s a heaviness in my chest from the quiet—not sadness, not anger—just a still, quiet disconnection. I feel myself pulling back, detaching like a thread unraveling from the fabric of connections I once held close.!

It’s not intentional, nor is it something I fully understand... ...I just no longer feel the need to hold tightly to relationships. The weight of being an 'AKKA' to my brothers and sisters no longer rests heavily on me. I can’t tell who genuinely calls me from the bottom of their heart.. and who does so out of obligation.!!

When it comes to friendships, I’ve noticed many have diminished, and some have completely extinguished. This realization has led me to detach myself from relationships and the overwhelming expectations that come with them.!!

When I needed support the most, no one was there. Now, I no longer feel the need to stand for anyone.!!

I’ve stopped forcing conversations, relationships, or love. If it flows, it flows. If it doesn’t, it doesn’t.!!

Yet, in the stillness of this distance, I wonder: Am I abandoning them, or am I shrinking my own capacity to feel?

Walking away is never easy, but staying in spaces where I don’t feel valued is harder. I owe it to myself to protect my heart, my energy, and my well-being. This is my act of self-respect and self-love.!

I am choosing to release those who no longer bring light into my life. I deserve relationships that nurture me, not ones that leave me feeling depleted.!!
I am no longer willing to shrink myself to fit into spaces where I no longer belong. This act of release creates room for joy, clarity, and the kind of connections that align with the person I am becoming.

Growth demands release, and with every door I close, I open one to freedom, peace, clarity, and a lighter heart.

To those I’ve released, I send gratitude for the lessons and memories. Some chapters must close for new ones to begin, and I am ready to turn the page.!

Less is more when it comes to meaningful connections.!

This isn’t the end—it’s a new beginning.

Cheers!!
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In this virtual world I donno, how many r genuine to us, thou I genuinely held a relation wid U-
if U r on a phase of withdrawal from thy very bonds U have nourished,
itz like a total hit over those hearts who were true to U Siru!!

I donno what exactly happend that made u think akin 2 this,
I donno whether 'm a contributor to yr condition, I donno whether there is something running in yr mind, thou lemme say one thing-
As u said- some people r calling u *akka* - may be out of formality,
Dat does not mean all who r wid u r *not genuine*
At least 'm not!

Perhaps u wrote this n a depressed mood, think twice Jaanu,
Ur body is yrs gurll,
thou
ur mind is owned by those who loves U.
Detach physically from people, but I donno whether U would be able to mentally *stay out* of us.
Turn thy chapters- yet thy closed chapters donn disappear from yr brain- at least not from yr heart!
N I request U 2 think once again of keeping this post Siru- it hurts-me to thy core!

~Yrs Ladoo
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SiRa said:
"Cutting ties isn’t cruelty; it’s clarity."

Lately, I feel like a shadow of myself, floating somewhere between connection and separation. Silently, I’ve begun reducing and lessening the presence of others in my life.!

There’s a heaviness in my chest from the quiet—not sadness, not anger—just a still, quiet disconnection. I feel myself pulling back, detaching like a thread unraveling from the fabric of connections I once held close.!

It’s not intentional, nor is it something I fully understand... ...I just no longer feel the need to hold tightly to relationships. The weight of being an 'AKKA' to my brothers and sisters no longer rests heavily on me. I can’t tell who genuinely calls me from the bottom of their heart.. and who does so out of obligation.!!

When it comes to friendships, I’ve noticed many have diminished, and some have completely extinguished. This realization has led me to detach myself from relationships and the overwhelming expectations that come with them.!!

When I needed support the most, no one was there. Now, I no longer feel the need to stand for anyone.!!

I’ve stopped forcing conversations, relationships, or love. If it flows, it flows. If it doesn’t, it doesn’t.!!

Yet, in the stillness of this distance, I wonder: Am I abandoning them, or am I shrinking my own capacity to feel?

Walking away is never easy, but staying in spaces where I don’t feel valued is harder. I owe it to myself to protect my heart, my energy, and my well-being. This is my act of self-respect and self-love.!

I am choosing to release those who no longer bring light into my life. I deserve relationships that nurture me, not ones that leave me feeling depleted.!!
I am no longer willing to shrink myself to fit into spaces where I no longer belong. This act of release creates room for joy, clarity, and the kind of connections that align with the person I am becoming.

Growth demands release, and with every door I close, I open one to freedom, peace, clarity, and a lighter heart.

To those I’ve released, I send gratitude for the lessons and memories. Some chapters must close for new ones to begin, and I am ready to turn the page.!

Less is more when it comes to meaningful connections.!

This isn’t the end—it’s a new beginning.

Cheers!!
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Letting go isn’t the end—it’s growth. By choosing clarity and peace, you honor your worth and make space for what truly aligns. Here’s to new beginnings!
 
By far the best one from your “sira “ !

Of late I have realized that - even asking a question like “ is all well? Is everything okay “ is deemed as “ Cock-Roach-Ing”

That’s the lesson I have learned in 3 years of my stay here.

Let it go! And all the very best for your new beginning. @SiRa
 
SiRa said:
"Cutting ties isn’t cruelty; it’s clarity."

Lately, I feel like a shadow of myself, floating somewhere between connection and separation. Silently, I’ve begun reducing and lessening the presence of others in my life.!

There’s a heaviness in my chest from the quiet—not sadness, not anger—just a still, quiet disconnection. I feel myself pulling back, detaching like a thread unraveling from the fabric of connections I once held close.!

It’s not intentional, nor is it something I fully understand... ...I just no longer feel the need to hold tightly to relationships. The weight of being an 'AKKA' to my brothers and sisters no longer rests heavily on me. I can’t tell who genuinely calls me from the bottom of their heart.. and who does so out of obligation.!!

When it comes to friendships, I’ve noticed many have diminished, and some have completely extinguished. This realization has led me to detach myself from relationships and the overwhelming expectations that come with them.!!

When I needed support the most, no one was there. Now, I no longer feel the need to stand for anyone.!!

I’ve stopped forcing conversations, relationships, or love. If it flows, it flows. If it doesn’t, it doesn’t.!!

Yet, in the stillness of this distance, I wonder: Am I abandoning them, or am I shrinking my own capacity to feel?

Walking away is never easy, but staying in spaces where I don’t feel valued is harder. I owe it to myself to protect my heart, my energy, and my well-being. This is my act of self-respect and self-love.!

I am choosing to release those who no longer bring light into my life. I deserve relationships that nurture me, not ones that leave me feeling depleted.!!
I am no longer willing to shrink myself to fit into spaces where I no longer belong. This act of release creates room for joy, clarity, and the kind of connections that align with the person I am becoming.

Growth demands release, and with every door I close, I open one to freedom, peace, clarity, and a lighter heart.

To those I’ve released, I send gratitude for the lessons and memories. Some chapters must close for new ones to begin, and I am ready to turn the page.!

Less is more when it comes to meaningful connections.!

This isn’t the end—it’s a new beginning.

Cheers!!
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Thanks for enlightenment ba now I knw how u feel nd wt u want
 
SiRa said:
"Cutting ties isn’t cruelty; it’s clarity."

Lately, I feel like a shadow of myself, floating somewhere between connection and separation. Silently, I’ve begun reducing and lessening the presence of others in my life.!

There’s a heaviness in my chest from the quiet—not sadness, not anger—just a still, quiet disconnection. I feel myself pulling back, detaching like a thread unraveling from the fabric of connections I once held close.!

It’s not intentional, nor is it something I fully understand... ...I just no longer feel the need to hold tightly to relationships. The weight of being an 'AKKA' to my brothers and sisters no longer rests heavily on me. I can’t tell who genuinely calls me from the bottom of their heart.. and who does so out of obligation.!!

When it comes to friendships, I’ve noticed many have diminished, and some have completely extinguished. This realization has led me to detach myself from relationships and the overwhelming expectations that come with them.!!

When I needed support the most, no one was there. Now, I no longer feel the need to stand for anyone.!!

I’ve stopped forcing conversations, relationships, or love. If it flows, it flows. If it doesn’t, it doesn’t.!!

Yet, in the stillness of this distance, I wonder: Am I abandoning them, or am I shrinking my own capacity to feel?

Walking away is never easy, but staying in spaces where I don’t feel valued is harder. I owe it to myself to protect my heart, my energy, and my well-being. This is my act of self-respect and self-love.!

I am choosing to release those who no longer bring light into my life. I deserve relationships that nurture me, not ones that leave me feeling depleted.!!
I am no longer willing to shrink myself to fit into spaces where I no longer belong. This act of release creates room for joy, clarity, and the kind of connections that align with the person I am becoming.

Growth demands release, and with every door I close, I open one to freedom, peace, clarity, and a lighter heart.

To those I’ve released, I send gratitude for the lessons and memories. Some chapters must close for new ones to begin, and I am ready to turn the page.!

Less is more when it comes to meaningful connections.!

This isn’t the end—it’s a new beginning.

Cheers!!
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Meaningful ❤️
 
We cannot influence anything if we are not willing to be ourselves influenced. We must embrace vulnerability because connecting with people who we disagree with means that we must be open to the possibility that we could actually learn something from them that makes us see a different view of life and adjusts our understanding of reality
 
ℇlαᖇα said:
True, thou thy heart of gold wid pure intentions always shed tears, longing for thy relation to reconcile. For thy other party thy bonds r just a *fancy* stuff : (​
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It's all about priorities laddoo..while we make them ours, they place someone else above us. Yet, deep down, everyone yearns for a meaningful connection.
 
SiRa said:
"Cutting ties isn’t cruelty; it’s clarity."

Lately, I feel like a shadow of myself, floating somewhere between connection and separation. Silently, I’ve begun reducing and lessening the presence of others in my life.!

There’s a heaviness in my chest from the quiet—not sadness, not anger—just a still, quiet disconnection. I feel myself pulling back, detaching like a thread unraveling from the fabric of connections I once held close.!

It’s not intentional, nor is it something I fully understand... ...I just no longer feel the need to hold tightly to relationships. The weight of being an 'AKKA' to my brothers and sisters no longer rests heavily on me. I can’t tell who genuinely calls me from the bottom of their heart.. and who does so out of obligation.!!

When it comes to friendships, I’ve noticed many have diminished, and some have completely extinguished. This realization has led me to detach myself from relationships and the overwhelming expectations that come with them.!!

When I needed support the most, no one was there. Now, I no longer feel the need to stand for anyone.!!

I’ve stopped forcing conversations, relationships, or love. If it flows, it flows. If it doesn’t, it doesn’t.!!

Yet, in the stillness of this distance, I wonder: Am I abandoning them, or am I shrinking my own capacity to feel?

Walking away is never easy, but staying in spaces where I don’t feel valued is harder. I owe it to myself to protect my heart, my energy, and my well-being. This is my act of self-respect and self-love.!

I am choosing to release those who no longer bring light into my life. I deserve relationships that nurture me, not ones that leave me feeling depleted.!!
I am no longer willing to shrink myself to fit into spaces where I no longer belong. This act of release creates room for joy, clarity, and the kind of connections that align with the person I am becoming.

Growth demands release, and with every door I close, I open one to freedom, peace, clarity, and a lighter heart.

To those I’ve released, I send gratitude for the lessons and memories. Some chapters must close for new ones to begin, and I am ready to turn the page.!

Less is more when it comes to meaningful connections.!

This isn’t the end—it’s a new beginning.

Cheers!!
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Its better to be along than rather than being with someone who makes us feel alone. Solitude is ultimately peace and we all crave for that peace.....
 
Carrying less weight is better than
Being suffocated, and not knowing for whom n why

*I am no longer willing to shrink myself to fit into spaces where I no longer belong...*

Best.

If the bird chooses to stay in the Cage because the owner comes and pats it once or twice in a day whenever they feel like...I find the fault with the bird.

Fly. Fly high. Fly high without Burden.
People are like prosthetics, they only act as if they belong to you, they ain't - Most of them
 
Today, I want to scream louder, to shake this illusion, ...and bang my head against the wall until the echoes and noise silence my doubts...." Is this all just virtual" ? If it is, then I want to be a robot too—soulless, unfeeling, immune to the aches of this Artificial reality!!

In this virtual world, where connections flicker like fading signals, come and go...I find myself questioning: is there anything real anymore? Or we are just pretending and acting like we care..like we belong .. until it all fades away?

If it’s all virtual, then why does it hurt so much to feel this disconnect?

Why it is so heavy to let it go?

Why does detachment leave scars when it's supposed to be easy?
Maybe I was never built for this kind of world. Maybe I was meant for something raw, something that doesn’t disappear with a logout.

Let me shout it again: Is this just virtual? Or have I been too human all along?
 
SiRa said:
Today, I want to scream louder, to shake this illusion, ...and bang my head against the wall until the echoes and noise silence my doubts...." Is this all just virtual" ? If it is, then I want to be a robot too—soulless, unfeeling, immune to the aches of this Artificial reality!!

In this virtual world, where connections flicker like fading signals, come and go...I find myself questioning: is there anything real anymore? Or we are just pretending and acting like we care..like we belong .. until it all fades away?

If it’s all virtual, then why does it hurt so much to feel this disconnect?

Why it is so heavy to let it go?

Why does detachment leave scars when it's supposed to be easy?
Maybe I was never built for this kind of world. Maybe I was meant for something raw, something that doesn’t disappear with a logout.

Let me shout it again: Is this just virtual? Or have I been too human all along?
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The same kind of feeling hit me hard today....

You are feeling the weight of connections that seem fragile and temporary in a virtual world. Even though it’s all online, the pain you feel is real because your emotions are real. It’s not the platform that makes feelings true, it’s the sincerity behind them.


Detachment isn’t easy; it leaves scars because what you felt was meaningful. Your ability to care, to love, and to feel deeply is not a weakness, it’s your strength.


You might feel too human for this fleeting digital space, but that’s what makes you you. The hurt you feel proves that it mattered, and more importantly, that you mattered.


The scars on the heart are necessary because they carry lessons that shape our future.


So let yourself question, let yourself feel. Because in a world that often feels fake, your emotions are proof that you are truly a
live.
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