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MillaN
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That was a flash translationU r Riding in top gear Millaaaaa..
Be calm for a while
Yup Yup ...bwwaaaals tha bwwaaaals tha
That was a flash translationU r Riding in top gear Millaaaaa..
Be calm for a while
Yup Yup ...bwwaaaals tha bwwaaaals tha
BoredomBored of Sexting in one and half month of joining Zozo.
Deleted My first Sexting account and created Bajith902 Acc
Mid October 2023(Hope so no to exact)
CrushBegan to enter Main wall chats !!
Too hard to mingle with people for casual chat as well flirts
One day I came across a ID, name and dp was catchyyyyyyy
I began to observe her , yeah she chats decently , made fun , vibes as well .
But she often says " I wanna Confess "
Curiosity caught me wat she gonna confess!!!
Days passed , but she daily use this lines
I wanna confess .
Even I asked , " Do you wanna confess Anything now ?"
She said Not now ...
To whom and wat confession..that's my curious swirling in my mind till next time , I meet her in chats ..
Actually , day by day crush level on her increased much.
Wats the way to reach her? Even seventh
grade student will flirt good wen comparing my flirts skills ..Ha ha Ha
Yes I am bad at flirting.
Some how I reached her pvt ...
By that time I had deleted my acc coz of hard to flirt as well timing constraints over my office responsibilities.
Had some good and decent chats with her ...
One day I dropped voice notes ..
Hey my name is not bAjith it's Naveen
She made fun on me .. she assumed me as some North Indian ..
Her voice in response made me mesmerizing...
I repeatedly heard her voice multiple times
That much I fall for her voice ..even her voice echoed in my mind while doing
real time activities.
Confession To herShe is the one who heard my long time
nightmare which taunted me since child hood . I was literally relieved from
some sort pain after I made confession to her !!!. Hope she keep it as secret.
My crush level peaked heavily on her.
She is the one asked change some decent
dp instead of porn dp's.
I said I already deleted my acc and no use now but anyway to make her happy i set decent Anime dp.
Finally I shared my departure to her and will not come here any more ...
A Week before Diwali 2023
To be continued
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The Blunder Mistake, The Mood Swings
Two or three days went I forgot about Zozo.
Suddenly, a thought came into my mind, Oh
I forgot my Diwali wishes to her and some few known pals.
This is the first blunder mistake I have done in Zozo life, shouldn’t come here
once the decision was made.
I tried to control myself not to come here , but The Mood Swings won finally.
I should have revoked my old id cancel request which had 7 days grace period.
But I don’t know why I had taken such a rubbish decision.
I wanna say why I have chosen name bAjith as Id
Since , I am die hard fan of Actor Ajith , I created id with name he acted
Billa, as combination of movie name and actor name.
The Mask
I created a new account “IWishToDrill”
Actually, I had desired to flirt at least to basic level.
Its, been nostalgic for me, why I can’t flirt properly up to my satisfaction level.
I logged in and had some decent chats also sexting, I personally learnt kinky names and porn DP also invites female chatter in PM without knocking them.
My Crush came on that day, I should have controlled my eagerness and chatted
With out showing my identity.
My crush level aroused me to tag her in chat , I cant believe myself I was flirting
To her in a fabulous way , that to up too my satisfactory level.
I couldn’t believe my words, she repeatedly asked
Have you drunk? Though I didn’t drink.
Still I remember the last flirting lines in main chat
“Unnal Manam pithchachu, sari ippo mani 11 aachu nan varen,
Kanavil vanthu unnodu romance panren”
Translation
“I turned mad bcoz of You, Ok its time 11 gottago , will do a romance in dreams”
I knocked her Pm and said , hey I said bye to but u didn’t reply.
She said I conveyed to you might missed to see my Bye as well gud nyt wishes.
Twist and turns began, She said “Hey , I am so tired of typing all day drop voice, to convey Ur messages”
I was conscious, What happens if she caught me on identifying my voice.
A foolish idea came to mind, I recorded the voice notes keeping away from mic
And modulated in different way , finally send it.
Ting, her reply
M*****W : bajith ???
IWishToDrill : who is that bajith?? Ajith cousin brother ah ….
M*****W : Ha ha ha lol lol , U know abt me right
IWishToDrill : no I don’t know
M*****W : I know its you
IWishToDrill : No, I am not him, Voice over Internet protocol sometimes makes you think like this , different persons voice looks same in audio.
M*****W : I loosing interest in you
IWishToDrill : What’s the situation of bajith if he comes again
M*****W : Ha ha ha
IWishToDrill : Advance Happy Diwali Wishes
M*****W : Happy Diwali
One thing I understood that she hate lies. Rather being smart, I should have accepted that I am bAjith
She began to hate me, that was my perception.
To be Continued
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The Cheap Act2 days before Diwali 2023.
I began to start casual chats in IWishtoDrill Id ...
I was trapped by my wicked mind to impress her .
Have U ever done Sexting??
She replied as " That's my personal"
I felt like a red flag created on me.
She always gives respect to me Vaanga ponga..
Also she never allowed me to called by
babyyy or Sweet heart or those kind of any nickys ...
But my mind says some how wanna impress this girl ... To get in touch with her ..
I usually write Lusty poems .. that's an easy job for me ...
so , send one lusty poem to her .
On reading that poem ,she was so anger ..
"Enough , Will u stop this"
I dug my own grave yard for meeee
Later I realised why I have done such a cheap way to impress her , rather being a good boy in other way ...
That incident had became a major role to hate me more ...
bcoz of my cheap behaviour ...
I cud not chat anymore .
Jus said bye and logged out.
Re Entry of bAjith1 day before Diwali 2023
I logged again as bAjith , as pretended
as like as I was busy for these days and came to wish u advance diwali..
Dropped voice notes with same content above .
She is not ready to accept my lies ,
Jus simply she wished Diwali wishes and Bye
That moment hurt more than anything in this world ...
I logged out with pain in my heart..
Could not even face her ..She had a valid points to avoid me ..how can I face her any more in main chats ..
Guilty feelings occupied me and killed me alot on a day before Diwali night...
The Obsession , The Mental SicknessDiwali 2023
I woke up mostly wit those virtual thoughts, the chats , her voices . Those has become obsession for me and I could not be peace in doing rest of the activities .What the hell is this ? Why those thoughts are repeatedly rewinding in my mind.
My god please take me out of these feelings , I can't bare it any more..
It had became a night mare for me...
why I am being like this, everybody outside enjoying well in firing crackers,
but I could not enjoy the vibe of Diwali.
What's the solution to come out of this
painful feelings?
I felt like crying ... Why I had entered this virtual world??!
I shud have shut my Ass and not come here again.
I broken my decision and am feeling for it now.
I sowed the seeds and am reaping the fruit
Any way's past is past, I shud get rid those thoughts and shud be back to my normal real world.. that was my biggest AIM
To be Continued
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Very well described in easy words...The Final Episode After a week due to mood swings I came to Zozo and chatted for a while and logged off.
I mostly used guest I'd in original name ...
The problem now is , her presence on while I am online made guilty feeling more and I could not chat freelyNaveen_Instead using guest I'd i created one registered I'd as Naveen_. continued my journey in Zozo.
Ocuurenace of guilty feeling happened many times and I signed off when ever she comes.
I asked many excuses to her in main
as well in PM.
No response!!
I did this not to continue chat with her but to get rid of guilty feelings..
I never ever asked this much of sorry to any one in this world..
Finally I got one reply,
No Response is a response !!!
HasiliFisiliI decide to end this mesh, I created a guest Id as like in title.
I introduced myself as Harris jeyaraj fan
Lol . I dedicate 4 to 5 lines of Harris jeyaraj song to her and say bye that's it.
This continued 4 to 5 times , slowly the guilty feelings started to vanish.
Thanks to Almighty , she was also busy
in life and didn't come to Zozo for many days.
After , a long time I saw her in Beta chat
on Christmas , out of my uncontrolled eager I wished her .
She replied Stay Blessed Always with sparkling stars....
With a smile in my mind , She vanished
Completely from my mind .
Felt a inner peace after that!!!
Now am so happy though I don't think abt her anymore..
Still am proud to say that She is My First Crush in Zozo !!!
The EndThanks to everyone who read this story with patience
Thanks @Rockzz for your Appreciation.Very well described in easy words...
Love to read ur The First crush Story...
Wish u a very happy good morning
Thanks My Novelty Roseeeee..Nice to know...the pov of a guy da
Loved it reading ur story
Thanks Marshhhhhhhh alias Panchu Mittai
I have learnt a lot from U !
Actually , I have to apologise to u .
U always been a good to me .
U too Stay Blessed Always Panchu Mittai
Please keep my confessions as secret .
I trust You
Hope U shud have forgotten those !
BoredomBored of Sexting in one and half month of joining Zozo.
Deleted My first Sexting account and created Bajith902 Acc
Mid October 2023(Hope so no to exact)
CrushBegan to enter Main wall chats !!
Too hard to mingle with people for casual chat as well flirts
One day I came across a ID, name and dp was catchyyyyyyy
I began to observe her , yeah she chats decently , made fun , vibes as well .
But she often says " I wanna Confess "
Curiosity caught me wat she gonna confess!!!
Days passed , but she daily use this lines
I wanna confess .
Even I asked , " Do you wanna confess Anything now ?"
She said Not now ...
To whom and wat confession..that's my curious swirling in my mind till next time , I meet her in chats ..
Actually , day by day crush level on her increased much.
Wats the way to reach her? Even seventh
grade student will flirt good wen comparing my flirts skills ..Ha ha Ha
Yes I am bad at flirting.
Some how I reached her pvt ...
By that time I had deleted my acc coz of hard to flirt as well timing constraints over my office responsibilities.
Had some good and decent chats with her ...
One day I dropped voice notes ..
Hey my name is not bAjith it's Naveen
She made fun on me .. she assumed me as some North Indian ..
Her voice in response made me mesmerizing...
I repeatedly heard her voice multiple times
That much I fall for her voice ..even her voice echoed in my mind while doing
real time activities.
Confession To herShe is the one who heard my long time
nightmare which taunted me since child hood . I was literally relieved from
some sort pain after I made confession to her !!!. Hope she keep it as secret.
My crush level peaked heavily on her.
She is the one asked change some decent
dp instead of porn dp's.
I said I already deleted my acc and no use now but anyway to make her happy i set decent Anime dp.
Finally I shared my departure to her and will not come here any more ...
A Week before Diwali 2023
To be continued
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@KothamalliThanks Marshhhhhhhh alias Panchu Mittai
I have learnt a lot from U !
Actually , I have to apologise to u .
U always been a good to me .
U too Stay Blessed Always Panchu Mittai
Please keep my confessions as secret .
I trust You
Hope U shud have forgotten those !
Note pannikuren darlingNice to know...the pov of a guy da
Loved it reading ur story
Thanks for ur words maaamey !!Nicely penned, but What the hell did I just read, I started getting migraine raaa elai
Many can easily related this but u never knew what kind of gem u missed Stay blessed maaame
Hahahaha. . Then u know less about herThanks for ur words maaamey !!
Yeah I knew a missed a gem for ever ...
Yes everything started and completed with in 3 weeksHahahaha. . Then u know less about her
Vandhuttaen nn darlz@Nakshatraa ❤️ darling sikirem vaa ithe ennanu paren...
Aathiii ... Epdiyoooo ..ippo nalla iruku laa !!!Quite intresting & really very impressed machi. No words to say ( ithula shock enana bajith902 nick nee ngrathu thaan unakkum enakkum aagavae aagathu naa complaint kuda pannirukkaen apdi sanda potta naama ipa friends ah irukkom )