My confessions and Apologies....

[Bishamonten]

I was going to post this on my last day and disappear forever coz Idk how I'll face everyone after posting this. There are people who talk shit about me but there are some who think I'm a good person, I'm not. I have done terrible things to some people that'll I'll be confessing in this thread. I want people to know about my bad side before I leave, if anybody is gonna remember me, I want them to know what wrong I did.

1 - I betrayed my female friend. (She's not here anymore, so please don't play guess games). When I was single and felt lonely, I got close to her ex and we ended up sexting. Who gets close to a friend's ex ? Not the true ones, but I did. I can't use loneliness as an excuse of my betrayal. I told her about this coz I felt guilty and ofc she couldn't take the betrayal. I deserve her hatred. The guilt I feel is not gonna live me peacefully ever, if she'll read this ever I just want her to know that Karma will hit me back : )

2 - I was toxic to the most innocent soul I met here @SPIRIT . I broke up with him, he didn't want to. I had my reasons but it could have been in better way. I was so rude and toxic to him, I made him cry, not just once but many times. He's the nicest, the most loyal guy I have ever met and yet I behaved so harshly with him.

3 - I called one of my friend Psycho, I knew what pain he has felt when someone said this to him. We fought, he was wrong but I hurt him by using this word "Psycho" and that was the worst I could do to him.


I feel guilty, a lot for whatever I have done to these people. I am sorry. I'll be paying for this some day in my life. I don't want you guys to forgive me, I don't deserve forgiveness. I'm posting this publicly coz I don't want people to remember me as the goody goody girl. Ik after posting this thread people who did wrong to me will spread fake stories and wrong things about me, and others will believe them as these people are famous, but it's okay, I deserve that.

I have never done wrong to anyone except the people I mentioned above, and if I said anything rude or smtg to anyone else, they deserved it and I'm not gonna apologize to them.

I only want to apologize to the people I mentioned above coz I have given them pain which I can never take back, I'm sorry again.....

 

[samshady]

The timing is quite accurate
I haven't read the whole thread drained enough to not keep up with the thread sorry for it
But if its a confession page

I am sorry for everyone who got hurt yes I show I am good person but I am not I am a disgusting person yes I am innocent good at heart but the support of lies makes it go all in vain

Thanks for making this thread !

I have been a coward either it virtual or real so it's time I start owning up my dark side as a side of me work on it make a good human out of myself and yes if takes facing those whom I have hurt I will I can't be more coward and neither more lies allowed

 

[Bishamonten]

The timing is quite accurate
I haven't read the whole thread drained enough to not keep up with the thread sorry for it
But if its a confession page

I am sorry for everyone who got hurt yes I show I am good person but I am not I am a disgusting person yes I am innocent good at heart but the support of lies makes it go all in vain

Thanks for making this thread !

I have been a coward either it virtual or real so it's time I start owning up my dark side as a side of me work on it make a good human out of myself and yes if takes facing those whom I have hurt I will I can't be more coward and neither more lies allowed

@samshady I always cared for you, not anymore but I hope you do well in life, no more wrong things..

 

[samshady]

@samshady I always cared for you, not anymore but I hope you do well in life, no more wrong things..

its okay if you not care for me i havent done some good deeds to get care from you thats the reality check i always needed to give myself
i also hope you do well in your life
yes no more wrong things not gonna end my life in a cave of regret
but yes i know you have cared for me and i didnt respect it the way i had to

 

[AloneinMillions]

I was going to post this on my last day and disappear forever coz Idk how I'll face everyone after posting this. There are people who talk shit about me but there are some who think I'm a good person, I'm not. I have done terrible things to some people that'll I'll be confessing in this thread. I want people to know about my bad side before I leave, if anybody is gonna remember me, I want them to know what wrong I did.

1 - I betrayed my female friend. (She's not here anymore, so please don't play guess games). When I was single and felt lonely, I got close to her ex and we ended up sexting. Who gets close to a friend's ex ? Not the true ones, but I did. I can't use loneliness as an excuse of my betrayal. I told her about this coz I felt guilty and ofc she couldn't take the betrayal. I deserve her hatred. The guilt I feel is not gonna live me peacefully ever, if she'll read this ever I just want her to know that Karma will hit me back : )

2 - I was toxic to the most innocent soul I met here @SPIRIT . I broke up with him, he didn't want to. I had my reasons but it could have been in better way. I was so rude and toxic to him, I made him cry, not just once but many times. He's the nicest, the most loyal guy I have ever met and yet I behaved so harshly with him.

3 - I called one of my friend Psycho, I knew what pain he has felt when someone said this to him. We fought, he was wrong but I hurt him by using this word "Psycho" and that was the worst I could do to him.


I feel guilty, a lot for whatever I have done to these people. I am sorry. I'll be paying for this some day in my life. I don't want you guys to forgive me, I don't deserve forgiveness. I'm posting this publicly coz I don't want people to remember me as the goody goody girl. Ik after posting this thread people who did wrong to me will spread fake stories and wrong things about me, and others will believe them as these people are famous, but it's okay, I deserve that.

I have never done wrong to anyone except the people I mentioned above, and if I said anything rude or smtg to anyone else, they deserved it and I'm not gonna apologize to them.

I only want to apologize to the people I mentioned above coz I have given them pain which I can never take back, I'm sorry again.....

Friend's ex ? From this site ?

 

[Bishamonten]

Friend's ex ? From this site ?

Yes.

 

[AloneinMillions]

Yes.

That's not a big deal .. That often happens

 

[Anshhi]

I was going to post this on my last day and disappear forever coz Idk how I'll face everyone after posting this. There are people who talk shit about me but there are some who think I'm a good person, I'm not. I have done terrible things to some people that'll I'll be confessing in this thread. I want people to know about my bad side before I leave, if anybody is gonna remember me, I want them to know what wrong I did.

1 - I betrayed my female friend. (She's not here anymore, so please don't play guess games). When I was single and felt lonely, I got close to her ex and we ended up sexting. Who gets close to a friend's ex ? Not the true ones, but I did. I can't use loneliness as an excuse of my betrayal. I told her about this coz I felt guilty and ofc she couldn't take the betrayal. I deserve her hatred. The guilt I feel is not gonna live me peacefully ever, if she'll read this ever I just want her to know that Karma will hit me back : )

2 - I was toxic to the most innocent soul I met here @SPIRIT . I broke up with him, he didn't want to. I had my reasons but it could have been in better way. I was so rude and toxic to him, I made him cry, not just once but many times. He's the nicest, the most loyal guy I have ever met and yet I behaved so harshly with him.

3 - I called one of my friend Psycho, I knew what pain he has felt when someone said this to him. We fought, he was wrong but I hurt him by using this word "Psycho" and that was the worst I could do to him.


I feel guilty, a lot for whatever I have done to these people. I am sorry. I'll be paying for this some day in my life. I don't want you guys to forgive me, I don't deserve forgiveness. I'm posting this publicly coz I don't want people to remember me as the goody goody girl. Ik after posting this thread people who did wrong to me will spread fake stories and wrong things about me, and others will believe them as these people are famous, but it's okay, I deserve that.

I have never done wrong to anyone except the people I mentioned above, and if I said anything rude or smtg to anyone else, they deserved it and I'm not gonna apologize to them.

I only want to apologize to the people I mentioned above coz I have given them pain which I can never take back, I'm sorry again.....

This is a heartfelt and courageous confession. It takes a lot of guts to acknowledge and share past mistakes, especially when they've hurt others.

You're taking responsibility for your actions, showing remorse, and apologizing to those you've wronged. That's a significant step towards healing and growth.

Your willingness to be vulnerable and authentic, even if it means facing criticism or judgment, is admirable.

Remember that forgiveness is a process, and it may take time for others to come to terms with your past actions. However, by owning up to your mistakes, you're showing that you're committed to learning and becoming a better version of yourself.

Take care of yourself during this challenging time, and remember that personal growth and redemption are possible.
*A_AICS

 

[BellaLuna]

I was going to post this on my last day and disappear forever coz Idk how I'll face everyone after posting this. There are people who talk shit about me but there are some who think I'm a good person, I'm not. I have done terrible things to some people that'll I'll be confessing in this thread. I want people to know about my bad side before I leave, if anybody is gonna remember me, I want them to know what wrong I did.

1 - I betrayed my female friend. (She's not here anymore, so please don't play guess games). When I was single and felt lonely, I got close to her ex and we ended up sexting. Who gets close to a friend's ex ? Not the true ones, but I did. I can't use loneliness as an excuse of my betrayal. I told her about this coz I felt guilty and ofc she couldn't take the betrayal. I deserve her hatred. The guilt I feel is not gonna live me peacefully ever, if she'll read this ever I just want her to know that Karma will hit me back : )

2 - I was toxic to the most innocent soul I met here @SPIRIT . I broke up with him, he didn't want to. I had my reasons but it could have been in better way. I was so rude and toxic to him, I made him cry, not just once but many times. He's the nicest, the most loyal guy I have ever met and yet I behaved so harshly with him.

3 - I called one of my friend Psycho, I knew what pain he has felt when someone said this to him. We fought, he was wrong but I hurt him by using this word "Psycho" and that was the worst I could do to him.


I feel guilty, a lot for whatever I have done to these people. I am sorry. I'll be paying for this some day in my life. I don't want you guys to forgive me, I don't deserve forgiveness. I'm posting this publicly coz I don't want people to remember me as the goody goody girl. Ik after posting this thread people who did wrong to me will spread fake stories and wrong things about me, and others will believe them as these people are famous, but it's okay, I deserve that.

I have never done wrong to anyone except the people I mentioned above, and if I said anything rude or smtg to anyone else, they deserved it and I'm not gonna apologize to them.

I only want to apologize to the people I mentioned above coz I have given them pain which I can never take back, I'm sorry again.....

None among us here is a saint. Before commenting I closed my eyes for few minutes to think how many times I went wrong in life and hurt people around me.

Dear, we all do terrible things in life and most of us even don't realise the damage that it has caused to someone.

Talk to them, seek forgiveness(ofc not publicly). And don't say "karma will hit me back" what if Lord forgives you, if you truly repent. It's the game of intentions.

You can't change the past but you can work on yourself (actually we all should) to be a better version of yourself.

Forgive yourself, things will be easy for you.
Love you

 

[SiRa]

Accepting and acknowledging mistakes, and feeling genuinely guilty about them, is a rare and admirable quality — not everyone’s cup of tea.

But remember, never curse yourself for it; learn, grow, and move forward with strength.

"Mistakes make us human, and reflection makes us wiser."

We’ve all made mistakes and hurt others at some point in life — knowingly or unknowingly.!

What truly matters is how we own up to them and strive to become better.
Growth begins with acceptance, and healing follows with sincerity

I am proud of you girl..wishing u all the very best my dear Ayulu
.

 

[Pearl Beach]

Aaaaaahhh Yoouuui Sheeeeee!!!

I met this girl 1 night in the Zingy room. I was cryin continuously for 2hrs. She walked up to me and said, "Don't cry, baby. You will be fine soon, n ur friend will be back to u".... And guess what? She herself had been crying for almosssst 4 hrs then.

Look at the empathy you carry fr a stranger, Ayushi. You wer there fr someone despite the pain you were in. U can never be wrong. And even if U are, that's okay!

If this could be f any help to u, please read my experience:

As a kid(10th class), I wz once Sexting on some social media page, wen a guy claimed he waz frm cybercrime, knew my IP, and wud send cops to arrest me....

So my panic mode: activated. I shut dwn the desktop, thinkin that wud erase my tracks. But my master plan is ths... Wen the cops showed up, I'd just push it all on my sister(blood sister)—because, well, survival first!....I still feel guilty abt this ...but she means a life to me now.​

So it happens babeee!!
We r aaaaallll wrong at some point in life, n that's what makes us beautifully human—flawed, messy, but still full of love.
So, Ayushi, as I have been crying to u fr the last one week, JUST STAY BACKKK. U add value. To this place....

N lastlyyy, if u ever cry for 4hours again, at least charge an entry fee! - bcz u r one beautiful soul n I find beauty in every action f yoursss

 

[URum]

Time heals all wounds

 

[jasminee]

I hope babe you are okay...I guess I never interact to you I don't know anything about you so ofcoursee I can't judge u that u are a bad girl or a good and even I am not noone to judge anyone so in anyways you are good so don't think to much ....you know I already read Ur thread yesterday but I was not able to reply but till now I was thinking about you and hoping that you are okay I hope u didn't do something wrong in sad phrase time will heal u babe we are with you at least u are regretting what u did so don't think to much just say sorry and go ahead ... being honest another something you have done wrong and apologizing for it is a sign of sincerity and good heart people respect you more....once again hoping that you are okay babe and I can see your reply on this thread so I can be peaceful

 

[Champs]

Aaaaaahhh Yoouuui Sheeeeee!!!

I met this girl 1 night in the Zingy room. I was cryin continuously for 2hrs. She walked up to me and said, "Don't cry, baby. You will be fine soon, n ur friend will be back to u".... And guess what? She herself had been crying for almosssst 4 hrs then.

Look at the empathy you carry fr a stranger, Ayushi. You wer there fr someone despite the pain you were in. U can never be wrong. And even if U are, that's okay!

If this could be f any help to u, please read my experience:

As a kid(10th class), I wz once Sexting on some social media page, wen a guy claimed he waz frm cybercrime, knew my IP, and wud send cops to arrest me....

So my panic mode: activated. I shut dwn the desktop, thinkin that wud erase my tracks. But my master plan is ths... Wen the cops showed up, I'd just push it all on my sister(blood sister)—because, well, survival first!....I still feel guilty abt this ...but she means a life to me now.​

So it happens babeee!!
We r aaaaallll wrong at some point in life, n that's what makes us beautifully human—flawed, messy, but still full of love.
So, Ayushi, as I have been crying to u fr the last one week, JUST STAY BACKKK. U add value. To this place....

N lastlyyy, if u ever cry for 4hours again, at least charge an entry fee! - bcz u r one beautiful soul n I find beauty in every action f yoursss

 

[JackDani]

That takes immense courage to showcase the dark side of our character & apologising for it without hesitation in public ,something not everyone is capable of doing it.

One who truly realizes their mistakes will surely be forgiven, and no living organisms are perfect in this world. Whoever portrays them as good souls in public to secure a name will be the poisoning serpents without a doubt, compared to which the path you have taken to come clean is inspiring.

All the very best.

 

[NEPTUNE]

I was going to post this on my last day and disappear forever coz Idk how I'll face everyone after posting this. There are people who talk shit about me but there are some who think I'm a good person, I'm not. I have done terrible things to some people that'll I'll be confessing in this thread. I want people to know about my bad side before I leave, if anybody is gonna remember me, I want them to know what wrong I did.

1 - I betrayed my female friend. (She's not here anymore, so please don't play guess games). When I was single and felt lonely, I got close to her ex and we ended up sexting. Who gets close to a friend's ex ? Not the true ones, but I did. I can't use loneliness as an excuse of my betrayal. I told her about this coz I felt guilty and ofc she couldn't take the betrayal. I deserve her hatred. The guilt I feel is not gonna live me peacefully ever, if she'll read this ever I just want her to know that Karma will hit me back : )

2 - I was toxic to the most innocent soul I met here @SPIRIT . I broke up with him, he didn't want to. I had my reasons but it could have been in better way. I was so rude and toxic to him, I made him cry, not just once but many times. He's the nicest, the most loyal guy I have ever met and yet I behaved so harshly with him.

3 - I called one of my friend Psycho, I knew what pain he has felt when someone said this to him. We fought, he was wrong but I hurt him by using this word "Psycho" and that was the worst I could do to him.


I feel guilty, a lot for whatever I have done to these people. I am sorry. I'll be paying for this some day in my life. I don't want you guys to forgive me, I don't deserve forgiveness. I'm posting this publicly coz I don't want people to remember me as the goody goody girl. Ik after posting this thread people who did wrong to me will spread fake stories and wrong things about me, and others will believe them as these people are famous, but it's okay, I deserve that.

I have never done wrong to anyone except the people I mentioned above, and if I said anything rude or smtg to anyone else, they deserved it and I'm not gonna apologize to them.

I only want to apologize to the people I mentioned above coz I have given them pain which I can never take back, I'm sorry again.....

No one can say it’s been ages since I made a mistake. I do it every single day. No one can claim 100 percnt faultlessness in someone’s actions. My story might have a lot of villains, and I c'ld be the villain in many too. No one s so perfect to judge the 3rd party. So 'm nt gonna do that either.

Apart frm these n thats..... being rude for a cause ain’t a mistake.. We can't flash 32 teeth all day and nyt in front of people with mood swings and butt-hurt vibes.

I hurt many. I apologized too. Afterall we aren't flawless.

Nycly penned.

 

[Administrator]

I was going to post this on my last day and disappear forever coz Idk how I'll face everyone after posting this. There are people who talk shit about me but there are some who think I'm a good person, I'm not. I have done terrible things to some people that'll I'll be confessing in this thread. I want people to know about my bad side before I leave, if anybody is gonna remember me, I want them to know what wrong I did.

1 - I betrayed my female friend. (She's not here anymore, so please don't play guess games). When I was single and felt lonely, I got close to her ex and we ended up sexting. Who gets close to a friend's ex ? Not the true ones, but I did. I can't use loneliness as an excuse of my betrayal. I told her about this coz I felt guilty and ofc she couldn't take the betrayal. I deserve her hatred. The guilt I feel is not gonna live me peacefully ever, if she'll read this ever I just want her to know that Karma will hit me back : )

2 - I was toxic to the most innocent soul I met here @SPIRIT . I broke up with him, he didn't want to. I had my reasons but it could have been in better way. I was so rude and toxic to him, I made him cry, not just once but many times. He's the nicest, the most loyal guy I have ever met and yet I behaved so harshly with him.

3 - I called one of my friend Psycho, I knew what pain he has felt when someone said this to him. We fought, he was wrong but I hurt him by using this word "Psycho" and that was the worst I could do to him.


I feel guilty, a lot for whatever I have done to these people. I am sorry. I'll be paying for this some day in my life. I don't want you guys to forgive me, I don't deserve forgiveness. I'm posting this publicly coz I don't want people to remember me as the goody goody girl. Ik after posting this thread people who did wrong to me will spread fake stories and wrong things about me, and others will believe them as these people are famous, but it's okay, I deserve that.

I have never done wrong to anyone except the people I mentioned above, and if I said anything rude or smtg to anyone else, they deserved it and I'm not gonna apologize to them.

I only want to apologize to the people I mentioned above coz I have given them pain which I can never take back, I'm sorry again.....

why am i being notified about your breakups? is this the start? do i get more alerts like this in future?

 

[Dom55]

I was going to post this on my last day and disappear forever coz Idk how I'll face everyone after posting this. There are people who talk shit about me but there are some who think I'm a good person, I'm not. I have done terrible things to some people that'll I'll be confessing in this thread. I want people to know about my bad side before I leave, if anybody is gonna remember me, I want them to know what wrong I did.

1 - I betrayed my female friend. (She's not here anymore, so please don't play guess games). When I was single and felt lonely, I got close to her ex and we ended up sexting. Who gets close to a friend's ex ? Not the true ones, but I did. I can't use loneliness as an excuse of my betrayal. I told her about this coz I felt guilty and ofc she couldn't take the betrayal. I deserve her hatred. The guilt I feel is not gonna live me peacefully ever, if she'll read this ever I just want her to know that Karma will hit me back : )

2 - I was toxic to the most innocent soul I met here @SPIRIT . I broke up with him, he didn't want to. I had my reasons but it could have been in better way. I was so rude and toxic to him, I made him cry, not just once but many times. He's the nicest, the most loyal guy I have ever met and yet I behaved so harshly with him.

3 - I called one of my friend Psycho, I knew what pain he has felt when someone said this to him. We fought, he was wrong but I hurt him by using this word "Psycho" and that was the worst I could do to him.


I feel guilty, a lot for whatever I have done to these people. I am sorry. I'll be paying for this some day in my life. I don't want you guys to forgive me, I don't deserve forgiveness. I'm posting this publicly coz I don't want people to remember me as the goody goody girl. Ik after posting this thread people who did wrong to me will spread fake stories and wrong things about me, and others will believe them as these people are famous, but it's okay, I deserve that.

I have never done wrong to anyone except the people I mentioned above, and if I said anything rude or smtg to anyone else, they deserved it and I'm not gonna apologize to them.

I only want to apologize to the people I mentioned above coz I have given them pain which I can never take back, I'm sorry again.....

Come back n be active. I can feel how much pain and guilt you're carrying. It takes a lot of courage to admit mistakes openly like this. It shows that you're not a bad person—you’re just someone who made mistakes and deeply regrets them.Disappearing won’t erase the guilt; it’ll just leave you stuck with it.You believe Karma will punish you, but Karma isn’t just about punishment—it’s also about learning, growing, and making things right. You can balance out the bad by doing good, even in small ways. You don’t have to disappear—you can start fresh.

 

[SPIRIT]

What is love? Is love just an episode of feelings or is it the purest thing devoid of your ego and continuous journey of improving yourself and your partner? Until Aayu came to my life I used to think love is mere feelings but this girl has taught me what love really is. Love is not any feeling rather real love starts when you can transcend your feelings. Love is not about sugar coating of your partner's ignorance, weaknesses, and hypocrisy rather love is the ability to point out your lover's true state of being and help them be better persons. I had been a hypocrite (still I am), insecure, addicted, weak and ignorant. Then she came in my life like a guiding light. It is none but she pointed out my flaws and hypocrisy and has been helping me to be a better person since then and she has not wanted anything in return except love but sadly I couldn't give her enough love. She has taught me love is understanding. Love is awareness. I lacked the understanding because I was engrossed in myself. Despite being in a long distance relationship she sent me book, chocolates, cake. She has never missed a single chance to make me feel special whereas I hardly have reciprocated that and I do feel guilty about that.
Aayu If pointing out someone's falsehoods hurts them, then I want to be hurt by you for eternity. You have taught me the true meaning of love. You have liberated my ego, revealed my flaws and also encouraged me to get better and you are still doing it relentlessly. I demanded 'some land' from you in love, but you have given me the 'whole sky', what will be better than this? What you have written here about me, I know this is not true. If any girl genuinely has loved me so far, that has been you Aayu. You have taught me what love really is. I wish one day I could love like you do.

 

[SiRa]

Proud of you Bhai @SPIRIT and my beautiful soul @Bishamonten