I’ve always tried to be nice to people, but it hasn’t always worked out. In many cases, it’s my fault. I’ve hurt people with inappropriate jokes or harmful words. While it may be easy for me to connect with others, I can just as easily eliminate them from my life without any hard feelings. I’m the type of person who apologizes for even the smallest mistakes, and I often end up apologizing on behalf of others for their wrongdoings. I can stop talking to someone who was once very close to me and avoid them completely, even if they’re standing right in front of me. Sometimes, I wonder if I have a cold heart.
However, there are a few people who have managed to break down all the walls I’ve built and enter my space these are my people. I may hurt them, even though they haven’t done anything wrong, but I know they won’t leave me.
The last six years have brought about many changes. From being a village boy to becoming a corporate employee, this transformation has reshaped my entire character. Along the way, I’ve often lost myself in the process. I’ve hurt people, and when I did, there was no mercy in my actions. Yes, I’ve hurt others many times sometimes because they hurt me or because they hurt the people I care about.
I’ve hurt many people, and I’ve never really felt regret for it. If I had, I would have gone to them and apologized. But I didn’t.
Yet, I still wonder why some people continue to show me love, love that I received for the first time.
