Been a while since I posted. Enthokeyo parayan undayi, iniyathu manassil irikathe ullu. Ipo ezhuthunathum, chila chindakale swanthantram aaki viduka enna udheshathil aanu, ith vayich arum madangi vannekaruth..
I miss being in love (with you). I would rather say, i miss being loved so fully that there's no room for hurt there, but I've never experienced a love as divine as that.
So for now, say, I miss you. I miss the warmth we shared, the happy pill you became in such a short time and for a short while. I miss your intellect, how your voice is so kind, how it makes me a softer person, how you're so loved by your family and how that makes you rather wholesome.
I wished I would be on the receiving end of all that affection you hoard from your surroundings. I understand it's your own undoing that it isn't so, and I know not to internalise the reasons for it.
Something tells me, you would have put in the effort, equally if you thought of me the way i thought of you...which is not as an afterthought.
I miss being in love (with you). I would rather say, i miss being loved so fully that there's no room for hurt there, but I've never experienced a love as divine as that.
So for now, say, I miss you. I miss the warmth we shared, the happy pill you became in such a short time and for a short while. I miss your intellect, how your voice is so kind, how it makes me a softer person, how you're so loved by your family and how that makes you rather wholesome.
I wished I would be on the receiving end of all that affection you hoard from your surroundings. I understand it's your own undoing that it isn't so, and I know not to internalise the reasons for it.
Something tells me, you would have put in the effort, equally if you thought of me the way i thought of you...which is not as an afterthought.
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