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I need a genuine answer

Kamini said:
Yes!!

Crush, well, well, I had many in the past. Never even tried to pursue them as my crushes were very short-lived.

But there is this one person on ZoZo I started liking a lot in the last few months, we don't talk much but the presence of this person in the room calms me down. Some flirt with this person on the wall, I feel no problem. I just want this person to be happy, that is all. Although I never flirted with this one directly, I developed some strange affection towards them. It is pure, there is no lust in it, no sense of possessiveness. I am in platonic love with them (no romantic feelings). I didn't feel like that in a long long time. I don't know how this person looks and I don't care. I don't know a thing about this one's personal life but I know this specimen has a pure heart. The kind of heart which can destroy the darkness within me, and heal my scars.

But should I pursue it? I don't know. It is very complicated as I still love someone in the outside world, the one who broke me, the one because of whom I became Kamini on ZoZo. I don't blame them, I wish them to be happy. I got the thought of proposing to this person on ZoZo but then I wondered, "am I worthy?". After all, it is ZoZo, a place where you should least expect to find love but love can happen in the strangest places, isn't it? Or maybe I am just a fool.

I sometimes stalk this user's profile (ofc, I stalk a lot of user-profiles time to time both on the forum and chat to read their updated abouts, statuses, and I save dps when I come across some good dps but this one is special)

People say everything is fair in love and war. I don't know about that, I have to mature more, and grow more as an individual. I wish to grow with this person but that would be selfish of me to even wish that, isn't it? So I let the time take its course.

It seems this person likes someone else anyway haha, so I just wish them happiness in life :heart1:
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Beautifully written, Whatever happens, happens for good, the love which could not complete probably brought the best out of you as a writer! Keep Growing!!

Keep crushing :p
 
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