I think When we meet after an year or two you would be another person, your mind priorities, love and your perspective about life will change , from an immature ****age you will become a matured women , a wife , a mother , and you will start loving the new life,,, hope so,, , if not or if you can't hold on, let it go, don't be in sad now ,don't stress yourself too much, whatever worse going to happen we all would be there with you , you are not alone, it's not the end, always be kind, Where ever you are , I will reach out you you , untill then take care be happy. with love. __Brkn