May 2019 - June 2024.
Can't believe that already completed 5 years on Zozo chat side and 4 years on Forum. Half decade of mixed emotions, happiness, sadness, laughter, cries, fear & horniness too, LOL !! Firstly thanks to Zeus @Administrator for creating Zozo. Thanks to @Hades & @Aphrodite for helping, guiding throughout these years.
Logged in as Riyaa in April end - May 2019, registered as Aayushi and stayed as Aayushi till now. Didn't hide. Regd some nicks (some of which are taken by others now or I stopped using). Aayushi, Bekhayali, Shayari, Nazakat, Hadd Hai Yaar, Ishq, Oblivion, Juliet, Samika, Bishamonten (again saying, some are already taken by others, that's not me, as of now only using Bishamonten).
I was completely dumb when I joined Zozo, I knew ntg about life or even sex !! I was a naive person who easily trusted people. I shared my stuff with people (not much) back then and they made me realize why I shouldn't (some of them are still freely roaming disguised as decent users). I used to cry a lot, a lot, fight or argue sometimes. Zozo made me lil bit stronger. I stopped trusting people easily, abusers didn't affect me much but close ones did.
The closest person to me in my whole Zozo life was Mr Anonymous (he's not the user Atharv or anyone else, he stopped coming after 2020, many people use this or similar nicks, it's not him, so don't make up stories, lol). I miss him, a lot, more than anyone else !!
@Freaky , @SPIRIT , @Nightwing were the closest & the nicest to me and I'll be missing you and everything we did a lot, I love you guys
I'm thankful to @kannaa @Nilaani @Shyam and other staff members for guiding, helping and standing by my side when I was a mod. I'll be making another thread to pen down what I feel for other users or else this thread will just get longer and longer.
So my journey here was like a rollercoaster ride, happiness and pain too at times. I loved posting my art, cooking, poems and other stuff here but stopped as cringe is in trend these days and I'm bad at it, hahaha. I'm thankful to everyone who stayed by my side during my lowest, helped me in becoming stronger. Thanks to the abusers too coz you are the reason I learned how to ignore negativity, not completely but somewhat. If I was rude to someone, I won't say sorry coz you deserved it But I'm sorry to the people whom I pushed away during my mood swings, really sorry !!
I'm leaving Zozo for some days, may be 2 months, few months, 6 months, I don't know but need a break, yeah this Goodbye isn't a permanent one There are personal reasons and coz of few shitty people too, not coz I am afraid but just wanna stay at peace & be less horny (this is imp, hahaha) So yeah, ig that's it, imma make another thread for my feelings towards some users in few days..
And as my about says -
[This place taught me more than real world, bad people, toxicity, fake friendships, emotional blackmail, abuse, defame,what not, I'm emotionally weak but Zozo made me at least a bit stronger. I won't delete my id ever, would stay in friends' list of people.
Back bitching, jealousy, abusing, defaming won't give you anything, that doesn't make you COOL so ignore and let live
To whoever reading this, remember you'll be stabbed by your closest person, girl or boy, don't trust anyone, everybody is going through some kinda pain in real, just try to be a little polite and kind ♡]
Be Kind ♡
Good bye, C Ya soon
- Aayushi.
PS - Ignore grammatical errors, if any, might edit this thread laters.
Can't believe that already completed 5 years on Zozo chat side and 4 years on Forum. Half decade of mixed emotions, happiness, sadness, laughter, cries, fear & horniness too, LOL !! Firstly thanks to Zeus @Administrator for creating Zozo. Thanks to @Hades & @Aphrodite for helping, guiding throughout these years.
Logged in as Riyaa in April end - May 2019, registered as Aayushi and stayed as Aayushi till now. Didn't hide. Regd some nicks (some of which are taken by others now or I stopped using). Aayushi, Bekhayali, Shayari, Nazakat, Hadd Hai Yaar, Ishq, Oblivion, Juliet, Samika, Bishamonten (again saying, some are already taken by others, that's not me, as of now only using Bishamonten).
I was completely dumb when I joined Zozo, I knew ntg about life or even sex !! I was a naive person who easily trusted people. I shared my stuff with people (not much) back then and they made me realize why I shouldn't (some of them are still freely roaming disguised as decent users). I used to cry a lot, a lot, fight or argue sometimes. Zozo made me lil bit stronger. I stopped trusting people easily, abusers didn't affect me much but close ones did.
The closest person to me in my whole Zozo life was Mr Anonymous (he's not the user Atharv or anyone else, he stopped coming after 2020, many people use this or similar nicks, it's not him, so don't make up stories, lol). I miss him, a lot, more than anyone else !!
@Freaky , @SPIRIT , @Nightwing were the closest & the nicest to me and I'll be missing you and everything we did a lot, I love you guys
I'm thankful to @kannaa @Nilaani @Shyam and other staff members for guiding, helping and standing by my side when I was a mod. I'll be making another thread to pen down what I feel for other users or else this thread will just get longer and longer.
So my journey here was like a rollercoaster ride, happiness and pain too at times. I loved posting my art, cooking, poems and other stuff here but stopped as cringe is in trend these days and I'm bad at it, hahaha. I'm thankful to everyone who stayed by my side during my lowest, helped me in becoming stronger. Thanks to the abusers too coz you are the reason I learned how to ignore negativity, not completely but somewhat. If I was rude to someone, I won't say sorry coz you deserved it But I'm sorry to the people whom I pushed away during my mood swings, really sorry !!
I'm leaving Zozo for some days, may be 2 months, few months, 6 months, I don't know but need a break, yeah this Goodbye isn't a permanent one There are personal reasons and coz of few shitty people too, not coz I am afraid but just wanna stay at peace & be less horny (this is imp, hahaha) So yeah, ig that's it, imma make another thread for my feelings towards some users in few days..
And as my about says -
[This place taught me more than real world, bad people, toxicity, fake friendships, emotional blackmail, abuse, defame,what not, I'm emotionally weak but Zozo made me at least a bit stronger. I won't delete my id ever, would stay in friends' list of people.
Back bitching, jealousy, abusing, defaming won't give you anything, that doesn't make you COOL so ignore and let live
To whoever reading this, remember you'll be stabbed by your closest person, girl or boy, don't trust anyone, everybody is going through some kinda pain in real, just try to be a little polite and kind ♡]
Be Kind ♡
Good bye, C Ya soon
- Aayushi.
PS - Ignore grammatical errors, if any, might edit this thread laters.