GOLDEN

[Dɾҽαɱƈαƚƈԋҽɾ]

I am completely, utterly alone in every aspect. No partner, no support system, no emotional cushion, not a single soul to share my best or worst moments with.

And I am enough

Since when had growing responsibilities become burdensome? Since when did I start searching for shoulders to cry on? Since when did my faith crumble and degrade myself a failure in not having achieved somebody else's idea of success? Since when was anxiety and addiction something i couldn't unlearn?

Some days I falter, and desperately wish for someone to need me, to be loved, held, cherished, looked after as i know I am capable of reciprocating if ever the perfect partnership were to materialise .

There is no other guardian angel. No one else to pick me up and hold my hand. Change is uncomfortable. Navigating a self learnt business is scary. Dealing with exhausting people is professional undoing. But standing up for myself is empowering, necessary. When everything looked like it's falling apart, it had really only been falling into place.

I am enough, and
I am my greatest love

Look how far I've come, breaking out of conditioning. Leading with love. Knowing my right from wrong. This life is mine alone to shape, to travel, my decisions and choices.. All mine and nobody else's. Was that not the magic of it? Looking back is a youth where i craved this freedom to perfect the human I am and grow unrestricted.

This greatness I achieved had been all by myself, in all my lonesome. And I got this.

Solitude has always showed strength and promise. All I have to do, is embrace it's quiet resilience once again. And I will be more than fine.

Golden Girl, you are soooo soo sooo enough. But I also feel that the right person will walk in.,..NOT to complete you, but to vibe with the amazing person you already are.It’ll be pure energy, no less, just more. Keep doing ur thing, and don’t let anyone or anything make you feel otherwise. ur happiness isn’t tied to anyone else's happiness or presence...

Pine you can stay on ur "u are enough zone" and still talk to me whenever u want to hugs and kithes.

 

[sparrow]

Golden Girl, you are soooo soo sooo enough. But I also feel that the right person will walk in.,..NOT to complete you, but to vibe with the amazing person you already are.It’ll be pure energy, no less, just more. Keep doing ur thing, and don’t let anyone or anything make you feel otherwise. ur happiness isn’t tied to anyone else's happiness or presence...

Pine you can still stay on ur u are enough zone and still talk to me whenever u want to hugs and kithes.

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Needed to hear that. I meant exactly that, and i Love that you read between the lines

I had taken a step back to redefine my boundaries and process my thoughts.. I hope you won't feel disheartened by my absence at present, because I need to do this for me. Thank you for being you, and understanding this.

You're a beautiful soul i hold in high esteem dreamu, I wish you the best. And I wish you a great love story, someone on your same energy. Hugs and kisses love

 

[sparrow]

Nicee babe ...yes you are enough for yourself.... Just be strong

Your words are a powerful testament to self-love, resilience, and empowerment. You're acknowledging the challenges of being alone, but instead of letting them break you, you're choosing to rise above and celebrate your strength.

You're recognizing that you are enough, just as you are, and that's a beautiful thing. You're embracing your solitude and finding quiet resilience within yourself.

Your journey of self-discovery and growth is inspiring. You're breaking free from conditioning, leading with love, and making choices that are true to yourself. That takes immense courage and determination.

Remember, your worth and value come from within. You don't need external validation to be complete. You are already whole, capable, and strong.

Keep embracing your solitude and celebrating your achievements. You got this, and you will continue to rise and thrive.
*A_AICS

Thank you

 

[sparrow]

What's written here is so well crafted! Maybe something right from the heart, but do realise one thing , too much of anything is disruptive!
You need solitude, then it's ok, but don't sunk yourself in that solitude.
You need a shoulder to cry, even that is ok, but not everytime.
What you actually need to find out is the balance, the right mix of what is needed! And only you can sort that out!

And one thing from my personal experience, growing responsibilities are sometimes very burdensome & we lose ourselves.
But whatever life throws at us, be ready to face it & bounce back even stronger !
I do know that you are one of the few people who have that kind of core strength! Take your time & bounce back, nothings gonna stay forever! Always remember that ❤

Witchie thank you for these kind words. I'll bounce back for sure happy to know you trust I will too.

I don't need or want solitude. I want to be able to trust and protect/ provide/ procure love and support only when there is plenty mutual trust or respect. I want to make sure those ppl are empaths capable of reciprocating love and match my frequency.

On the other hand, I also don't want to feel like i cannot do life alone either. Which had been the case a while ago.

 

[Dɾҽαɱƈαƚƈԋҽɾ]

Needed to hear that. I meant exactly that, and i Love that you read between the lines

I had taken a step back to redefine my boundaries and process my thoughts.. I hope you won't feel disheartened by my absence at present, because I need to do this for me. Thank you for being you, and understanding this.

You're a beautiful soul i hold in high esteem dreamu, I wish you the best. And I wish you a great love story, someone on your same energy. Hugs and kisses love

I will wait for u to comeback and still poke u occasionally

 

[Anshhi]

Thank you

 

[TheWiTcher08]

Witchie thank you for these kind words. I'll bounce back for sure happy to know you trust I will too.

I don't need or want solitude. I want to be able to trust and protect/ provide/ procure love and support only when there is plenty mutual trust or respect. I want to make sure those ppl are empaths capable of reciprocating love and match my frequency.

On the other hand, I also don't want to feel like i cannot do life alone either. Which had been the case a while ago.

Yea got it ! Well things will fall in place eventually! Just don't rush for anything