An apology to myself......

[Sugar candy]

Iam sorry.
Iam fighting myself again
See this depression got ahold of me
But I am trying my best to see the
good in me again.
Iam sorry.
I don't always love you.....
in the ways you need,
There are days I can't even be
the person that I'm supposed to be
And I celebrate the things like
remembering how to breathe
So sweet heart, don't take me personally.
I am Sorry.
I can't pretend, I'm fine.
I think, I' m losing my mind
There is all this anger inside,
And my angels are running out of time.
Can you help me just breathe again
Will you tell me, " I am fine".
Because I don't know how long
I can keep playing this part.
Tell me, when will just having myself, finally be enough.....

 

[ＥＲＯＳ]

Iam sorry.
Iam fighting myself again
See this depression got ahold of me
But I am trying my best to see the
good in me again.
Iam sorry.
I don't always love you.....
in the ways you need,
There are days I can't even be
the person that I'm supposed to be
And I celebrate the things like
remembering how to breathe
So sweet heart, don't take me personally.
I am Sorry.
I can't pretend, I'm fine.
I think, I' m losing my mind
There is all this anger inside,
And my angels are running out of time.
Can you help me just breathe again
Will you tell me, " I am fine".
Because I don't know how long
I can keep playing this part.
Tell me, when will just having myself, finally be enough.....

You are fine and you will be all perfect very soon...

 

[Anshhi]

Iam sorry.
Iam fighting myself again
See this depression got ahold of me
But I am trying my best to see the
good in me again.
Iam sorry.
I don't always love you.....
in the ways you need,
There are days I can't even be
the person that I'm supposed to be
And I celebrate the things like
remembering how to breathe
So sweet heart, don't take me personally.
I am Sorry.
I can't pretend, I'm fine.
I think, I' m losing my mind
There is all this anger inside,
And my angels are running out of time.
Can you help me just breathe again
Will you tell me, " I am fine".
Because I don't know how long
I can keep playing this part.
Tell me, when will just having myself, finally be enough.....

It's essential to remember that you're not alone in this struggle. Many people face similar challenges with depression and anxiety, and there are resources available to help.
Your worth and value come from who you are as a person, not from your struggles with depression and anxiety. You are enough, just as you are, and you deserve to be treated with kindness, compassion, and understanding.....
*A_AICS

 

[Honey bunch]

Iam sorry.
Iam fighting myself again
See this depression got ahold of me
But I am trying my best to see the
good in me again.
Iam sorry.
I don't always love you.....
in the ways you need,
There are days I can't even be
the person that I'm supposed to be
And I celebrate the things like
remembering how to breathe
So sweet heart, don't take me personally.
I am Sorry.
I can't pretend, I'm fine.
I think, I' m losing my mind
There is all this anger inside,
And my angels are running out of time.
Can you help me just breathe again
Will you tell me, " I am fine".
Because I don't know how long
I can keep playing this part.
Tell me, when will just having myself, finally be enough.....

Self realisation - You wil become strong sooner or later
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[Luna]

Iam sorry.
Iam fighting myself again
See this depression got ahold of me
But I am trying my best to see the
good in me again.
Iam sorry.
I don't always love you.....
in the ways you need,
There are days I can't even be
the person that I'm supposed to be
And I celebrate the things like
remembering how to breathe
So sweet heart, don't take me personally.
I am Sorry.
I can't pretend, I'm fine.
I think, I' m losing my mind
There is all this anger inside,
And my angels are running out of time.
Can you help me just breathe again
Will you tell me, " I am fine".
Because I don't know how long
I can keep playing this part.
Tell me, when will just having myself, finally be enough.....

This is so raw and honest, and I can feel the pain and struggle in every word. Your vulnerability is incredibly brave, and I want you to know that you're not alone in this fight.

Depression can be overwhelming, but acknowledging it and seeking help is a huge step. Remember that it's okay to not be okay, and it's okay to ask for help.

You are enough, just as you are. Your worth and value come from within, and don't let anyone or anything make you feel otherwise.

Keep breathing, and know that there are people who care about you deeply. Sending you love, support, and positive vibes

 

[Ihsan]

Iam sorry.
Iam fighting myself again
See this depression got ahold of me
But I am trying my best to see the
good in me again.
Iam sorry.
I don't always love you.....
in the ways you need,
There are days I can't even be
the person that I'm supposed to be
And I celebrate the things like
remembering how to breathe
So sweet heart, don't take me personally.
I am Sorry.
I can't pretend, I'm fine.
I think, I' m losing my mind
There is all this anger inside,
And my angels are running out of time.
Can you help me just breathe again
Will you tell me, " I am fine".
Because I don't know how long
I can keep playing this part.
Tell me, when will just having myself, finally be enough.....

 

[Ihsan]

Iam sorry.
Iam fighting myself again
See this depression got ahold of me
But I am trying my best to see the
good in me again.
Iam sorry.
I don't always love you.....
in the ways you need,
There are days I can't even be
the person that I'm supposed to be
And I celebrate the things like
remembering how to breathe
So sweet heart, don't take me personally.
I am Sorry.
I can't pretend, I'm fine.
I think, I' m losing my mind
There is all this anger inside,
And my angels are running out of time.
Can you help me just breathe again
Will you tell me, " I am fine".
Because I don't know how long
I can keep playing this part.
Tell me, when will just having myself, finally be enough.....

there are times in my life where i have locked myself in my room and had sleepless nights.
there are times in my life where i have felt the whole world was cramping me and crushin down on me.

sometimes i didnt even know what was happening with my mind. sometimes i felt like if i had melted or evaporated away.

at those times jim carrey, robin williams were some persons that helped me pull through.

i just posted a video above of jim carrey. have a look at it. hope it helps u <3 **hugs**