(Usual sad write up of mine, just wrote it out to calm me a bit, don't read it, it doesn't brother you anyways)
Our writings can be so negative when we're in a vulnerable state. We feel low, and the words can make us feel even lower. I'm experiencing that right now - I can't even cry, which is making things worse. I'm not sure what's troubling me, and it's frustrating not being able to figure it out. I want to be alone, but at the same time, I crave a comforting presence or a tight hug from someone. My life is already quiet, so I wouldn't mind someone's silent companionship. However, I'm feeling stuck and disconnected from everything. As someone who's guarded about showing vulnerability, it's hard for me to open up. But now, I'm caught between vulnerability and trying to move forward. I'm feeling shattered and unsure how to proceed.
(surely will delete this thread later.)
Our writings can be so negative when we're in a vulnerable state. We feel low, and the words can make us feel even lower. I'm experiencing that right now - I can't even cry, which is making things worse. I'm not sure what's troubling me, and it's frustrating not being able to figure it out. I want to be alone, but at the same time, I crave a comforting presence or a tight hug from someone. My life is already quiet, so I wouldn't mind someone's silent companionship. However, I'm feeling stuck and disconnected from everything. As someone who's guarded about showing vulnerability, it's hard for me to open up. But now, I'm caught between vulnerability and trying to move forward. I'm feeling shattered and unsure how to proceed.
(surely will delete this thread later.)