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samshady

samshady

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Today I have seen a devastating perspective of a lie
What does lie mean ?
A weapon to save you from situations no it's a addiction it something you will need to time if you starting owning up your lies you lose your value in far sighted case you lose yourself you lose everything
Why does someone choose to lie ?
A lying person is the worst person yes I am the worst person because I say lie
Do I never think of quitting lie ? Tell the truth?
I think but the process is hurting so I kept lying I have kept lying to myself I have kept lying to people I have lying to many things in my life

And that is the reason I find myself all alone in a dark room because I never had enough power enough courage to handle it
Courage the cowardly dog
The story had so much to teach to me in the childhood but I just became the cowardly dog a lie after a lie after a lie

But a few days back I decided to destroy everything in my life the things I had in my life was because of lies they thing connected with me still we're because of lies I couldn't take it up anymore this many lies where have i should I even exist as a human ? The amount of lies I have told does the even get me any good ?

Yess I have finally accepted the truth I have finally disowned my lies accepted my truth a truth that maybe I am beautiful by face but I am ugly and disgusting by heart
I am just a worthless wrong person very person
I know I am wrong i know if I have done wrongdoings i will have consequences
My mistakes are not forgivable
But do I own up to my mistakes yes I own them
Do I feel regret guilt having it doing it these disgusting thing
Yes I feel the regret and guilt

Do I deserve happiness ?
The answer is yes
Yes I don't deserve happiness until I am done for my wrongdoings but does that mean I should be devoid of happiness for my entire life if I had to I will be it doesn't do any good I don't have any justification to my wrongdoings

I made a mistake I regret it I guilt for it I am sorry for it I know it's unforgivable I know I should get the pain but please it needs to stop one day
One day it needs to neutral and I hope that one day will not be my funeral !

To anyone whoever is hurt by me
I am sorry yess I am a disgusting person
But I really being a good person this time hard to trust but I am trying to be a good person with no lies a person you can call ugly by face or beautiful by face but kind and beautiful by heart
I have only one person who has challenged myself to become with whom the process of becoming better person feels a lengthy process with obstacles but I wanna be I wanna be a good person by heart and if my therapist if my teacher is taken away from the progress would come at halt

nothing more nothing less I ask for other than @jasminee
 
Consider it my confession
There are many things yet to write emotionally but I guess I will be fine with this much going out publically

Peace
 
It's okay Sammy...not everyone are pure hearted not everyone was a white soul who never lied somewhere everyone knows they lie ....they also lie... it's common in human Lies doesn't make u bad person but people will think u as a bad person if u always lie so sometimes good relationship needs purity and no lies so that trust are never break ...and became a endless bond where u can say whatever u want wherever Ur partner is also say whatever she wants....No. Pretty much everyone had lied at some point in their life even if it’s just a white lie or a lie to save some one’s feelings.... Sometimes it is necessary to lie but that doesn’t make you a bad person.... Don’t lie a lot of the time- it’s good to tell the truth, but sometimes, it’s okay to lie if you are going through a hard time with your friend and your parents ask you if everything is okay, and you don’t want to tell them because it’s too personal Avoid lying when you can, but you’re not a bad person....samshady
 
You know I always used this,no one are perfect....we have to love their flaws and imperfections to make them perfect....so don't think to much i know u do a mistake but at least u are guilty....I am also not a very good person Sam i also lied...and somehow in some situations all people lied.... sometimes we panic and doesn't think much all can we do is just to protect our relationships or we hide something we said lies and then later don't know how to fixed them or solve them we lies more....It is never late to tell the truth as truth overpasss the time If you tell the truth you will be relieved of the guilt.... It is for your own good...Also by now, some day I hope whoever suffered due to the lie would have recovered and won’t have the same ill will towards you...
 
People make mistakes and your lie is a mistake.... Honestly accept it, confess and get out of the guilt and your false prestige...At some moment reality will catch in and expose the lie not be in line with reality... So if you cannot change anymore what you have told surrender to what will happen through the way reality deals with what you have told... Sometimes reality is nice to you sometimes it hurts...Sammy I hope mine words will help you dear...We have all lied be it a small one or big... Sometimes we lie to harbor attention to pull a laugh or to avoid an awkward situation... Sometimes we lie without realizing it this is usually a repetition of a lie we've told ourselves and then catch ourselves in it... The point is coming clean is as relatable as the truth is itself... Its the lie that isnt good enough not you... The cure starts with the resolve to come clean to tell the truth...It's understandable how you feel and what you're going through... Also lying in the first place is understandable there must have been a reason for lying such as intense emotions or fears or even wanting something.... That does not mean that lying was the right thing to do though and there may be something you need to do to make it right...You said you are worst person while being forgiving and understanding toward yourself you need to accept the fact that things are not going to go back to how things were...However there may be ways to move forward toward a good future from where you're at....Maybe you lost a friendship and an apology could even restore a friendship better than ever.... Or maybe your friendship will remain lost but you can do what's right to make it up to them and move forward in life with a little more peace about what happened... Or maybe if it was a lost opportunity or something there's nothing you can do except accept it and move forward...If you're still living a lie you probably need to come clean in order to have some relief.... that's it I can say Sammy I hope u understand and I am with you it's okay I am not mad at you...I don't know about your past but I hope u make present and future better not do the same mistake as u do in past....you are not a bad person your lies showing u as a bad person just be yourself and trying to be a good person and do your best and I am also with you .....
 
jasminee said:
It's okay Sammy...not everyone are pure hearted not everyone was a white soul who never lied somewhere everyone knows they lie ....they also lie... it's common in human Lies doesn't make u bad person but people will think u as a bad person if u always lie so sometimes good relationship needs purity and no lies so that trust are never break ...and became a endless bond where u can say whatever u want wherever Ur partner is also say whatever she wants....No. Pretty much everyone had lied at some point in their life even if it’s just a white lie or a lie to save some one’s feelings.... Sometimes it is necessary to lie but that doesn’t make you a bad person.... Don’t lie a lot of the time- it’s good to tell the truth, but sometimes, it’s okay to lie if you are going through a hard time with your friend and your parents ask you if everything is okay, and you don’t want to tell them because it’s too personal Avoid lying when you can, but you’re not a bad person....samshady
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yes jasminee this was my mistake i made so many lies now people think me a bad person but now i am trying to prove that i changed i have no lies , i have the purity and making it a endless bond with you @jasminee
yess i shouldnt lie i should tell he truth
jasminee said:
You know I always used this,no one are perfect....we have to love their flaws and imperfections to make them perfect....so don't think to much i know u do a mistake but at least u are guilty....I am also not a very good person Sam i also lied...and somehow in some situations all people lied.... sometimes we panic and doesn't think much all can we do is just to protect our relationships or we hide something we said lies and then later don't know how to fixed them or solve them we lies more....It is never late to tell the truth as truth overpasss the time If you tell the truth you will be relieved of the guilt.... It is for your own good...Also by now, some day I hope whoever suffered due to the lie would have recovered and won’t have the same ill will towards you...
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yes you always say this jasminee
yes i am guilty for my mistake jasminee
yes was exactly my mistake i hide i said lie and in later i solve it with more lies
yes i tell the truth jasminee i told the truth i hope i will be relieved by the guilt of it
Thank you so much @jasminee i also wish the same jasminee
 
jasminee said:
People make mistakes and your lie is a mistake.... Honestly accept it, confess and get out of the guilt and your false prestige...At some moment reality will catch in and expose the lie not be in line with reality... So if you cannot change anymore what you have told surrender to what will happen through the way reality deals with what you have told... Sometimes reality is nice to you sometimes it hurts...Sammy I hope mine words will help you dear...We have all lied be it a small one or big... Sometimes we lie to harbor attention to pull a laugh or to avoid an awkward situation... Sometimes we lie without realizing it this is usually a repetition of a lie we've told ourselves and then catch ourselves in it... The point is coming clean is as relatable as the truth is itself... Its the lie that isnt good enough not you... The cure starts with the resolve to come clean to tell the truth...It's understandable how you feel and what you're going through... Also lying in the first place is understandable there must have been a reason for lying such as intense emotions or fears or even wanting something.... That does not mean that lying was the right thing to do though and there may be something you need to do to make it right...You said you are worst person while being forgiving and understanding toward yourself you need to accept the fact that things are not going to go back to how things were...However there may be ways to move forward toward a good future from where you're at....Maybe you lost a friendship and an apology could even restore a friendship better than ever.... Or maybe your friendship will remain lost but you can do what's right to make it up to them and move forward in life with a little more peace about what happened... Or maybe if it was a lost opportunity or something there's nothing you can do except accept it and move forward...If you're still living a lie you probably need to come clean in order to have some relief.... that's it I can say Sammy I hope u understand and I am with you it's okay I am not mad at you...I don't know about your past but I hope u make present and future better not do the same mistake as u do in past....you are not a bad person your lies showing u as a bad person just be yourself and trying to be a good person and do your best and I am also with you .....
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yess i accept it , i confessed it i hope i will get out of its guilt
yes i cannot change what i have done yes i surrender jasminee
yess your words help me jasminee i said you are my therapist
yes i should tell truth and become clean
yes lying was not the right thing to do
yes i know the fact things cant go back to normal
yes there is jasminee a way for good future ahead it and for that good future i choose you and for that good future i choose myself to be truthful and clean
yess its something which i can only accept it thats it my mistake and move on forward in my life
yess jasminee you are with me i need you to be with me yes i will make my present and futurre better i will not do the same mistake ever again i did in past i will never ever lie or hide things to you i will always pe pure and clean to you
yes i will be myself i will be a good person i will do my best and yess be with me i am also with you jasminee
 
A person has a life and life has a choice.

Choice build your future. And future(the rest of your life) is your life, not the past that never come back again.

So the question is in the present.

Before choose any path definitely you have to passed through a Question.
 
Deepak Kiran said:
A person has a life and life has a choice.

Choice build your future. And future(the rest of your life) is your life, not the past that never come back again.

So the question is in the present.

Before choose any path definitely you have to passed through a Question.
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yess i understand you brother
thanks for the positive message and hope
 
Time will heal you and people around you Sam... sometimes I guess we have to leave something on times... actually I am also very confused I also can't think straight even I don't know what i doing rn but mine mind won't work I don't know what is wrong what is right sometimes I just want to disappear but people around me making me thinking I am their hope so I can do this ,I thought if I breakdown then how I will help the people around me like you ....every time when someone asked me are u okay mine always reply was yes I am good wbu but after that I think 10 times is that true is I am really okay....then the mind came up with the answer no it's not true I am not okay I am not good it's just a adequate way of talking and conversation you not okay jasminee....I don't hurt by what people do with me but I always hurt what I am doing to people around me...so can't hold up just I am also confessing I am also not okay but why I also don't know but I want to be strong....A lot depends on what happened... But as time goes on and you have more positive experiences in life you will and should realize that you have survived the sad experience and have had better things happen Unfortunately life is both good and bad but don’t be afraid.... Other people have had bad experiences too.... Like me Sammy The universe is not picking on you it's for me to it's for everyone....I know this is a long response so please forgive me when you experience something painful the emotion you felt gets locked in that you experienced it....If you experience the same sad thing now that you’re .. you can handle it better...You are constantly healing the more you cry so you are already progressively healing and will continue to keep healing the more you cry.... The time it takes to fully heal depends on the person and the situation each of us heals in our own way... sometimes we just don't want to smile don't want to laugh but someone around u do a lot of hard work for just making us smile so we can't help we just laugh and smile for them just to see them happy just by that thinking so we are make sure we don't hurt them by our action I am writing this but I don't know why I am writing hahah .....
 
jasminee said:
Time will heal you and people around you Sam... sometimes I guess we have to leave something on times... actually I am also very confused I also can't think straight even I don't know what i doing rn but mine mind won't work I don't know what is wrong what is right sometimes I just want to disappear but people around me making me thinking I am their hope so I can do this ,I thought if I breakdown then how I will help the people around me like you ....every time when someone asked me are u okay mine always reply was yes I am good wbu but after that I think 10 times is that true is I am really okay....then the mind came up with the answer no it's not true I am not okay I am not good it's just a adequate way of talking and conversation you not okay jasminee....I don't hurt by what people do with me but I always hurt what I am doing to people around me...so can't hold up just I am also confessing I am also not okay but why I also don't know but I want to be strong....A lot depends on what happened... But as time goes on and you have more positive experiences in life you will and should realize that you have survived the sad experience and have had better things happen Unfortunately life is both good and bad but don’t be afraid.... Other people have had bad experiences too.... Like me Sammy The universe is not picking on you it's for me to it's for everyone....I know this is a long response so please forgive me when you experience something painful the emotion you felt gets locked in that you experienced it....If you experience the same sad thing now that you’re .. you can handle it better...You are constantly healing the more you cry so you are already progressively healing and will continue to keep healing the more you cry.... The time it takes to fully heal depends on the person and the situation each of us heals in our own way... sometimes we just don't want to smile don't want to laugh but someone around u do a lot of hard work for just making us smile so we can't help we just laugh and smile for them just to see them happy just by that thinking so we are make sure we don't hurt them by our action I am writing this but I don't know why I am writing hahah .....
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yess time will heal people around me but for you and me we require more than time me require us together
no jasminee dont be like this you can breakdown in front of me always jasminee i will be here for you hamesha
idk about others jasminee but you are not hurting me jasminee please dont say like this
jasminee you are strong you will be more strong if you are not okay let me know i will make you okay i will make every effort to make you okay
I know i can survive it i know time will heal everything but for me more than this i require my healingqueen
yes i know jasminee
i am not able to write more after this will talk in pvt more about this to you @jasminee
 
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samshady said:
yess time will heal people around me but for you and me we require more than time me require us together
no jasminee dont be like this you can breakdown in front of me always jasminee i will be here for you hamesha
idk about others jasminee but you are not hurting me jasminee please dont say like this
jasminee you are strong you will be more strong if you are not okay let me know i will make you okay i will make every effort to make you okay
I know i can survive it i know time will heal everything but for me more than this i require my healingqueen
yes i know jasminee
i am not able to write more after this will talk in pvt more about this to you @jasminee
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Yeahhh Sammy.... it's okay Sam
 
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