Hiii Dear Human,
You haven't been talking to me lately, So I thought ill let U know how I'm doing. Everything is pretty much the same , but Ur absence is filling up the air and its keeping me restless.
I'm taking it one day at a time but its not like that its helping me with the emptiness. I do wake up sometimes feeling really well but my wounds aren't yet really healed. I mean I still have my days I'm trying to figure way out but U made me question my worth and that broke thousand pieces in me. Sometimes I look up at the mirror with eyes fierce as a storm and sometimes the storm gets to me.
Healing isn't a straight path, its messy, its painful and full of days that feels impossible to get through. The absence of you weigh so heavy, filling up the air with emptiness that feel unbearable. Somedays I wake up feeling so strong , but other days, the storm gets into me , and thats ok healing takes time.
U know wat, its hard not to question ur worth when someone I trusted made me feel so small. Its hard to look into the mirror and see anything other than broken pieces they left behind. But even in this pain, there is strength- strength I'm waking up, in continuing to try, in taking it one day at a time.....
yours lovingly,
Shiva.....
FYI I hadn't got this letter dear,
Am I a ?
BTB- Well-crafted piece : )
Am I a ?
BTB- Well-crafted piece : )