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Elektra

Elektra

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I don't know what my heart is feeling or I couldnt comprehend what my brain wants to say..but yet here Iam .
I really want this to be so simple with no poetic phrases or complicated words.

As a doctor, I was never really this weak seeing some one die but one particular death yesterday made me so weak ,I think I was literally weeping,tears rolling down my cheeks , I was totally a mess,just wanted to share this thing which is in my heart

Last night , asusal I was tired with my patients and was resting for a while but then a body was bought wrapped with blankets . For a minute my mind was blank I couldn't even move forward I was stuck there.I asked one of the family member to know what happened.That man died three days ago in his own house, his wife was at her parents . His son and daughter both are doctors one is at Hyderabad the other one is at Us . His wife called him on Friday morning after reaching her parents that she reached on time and was safe .
That day she was tired with the journey and all ..and the very next day she was busy with pooja so dint call him .Sunday morning she called him but there's no answer she thought he was busy watering his favourite plants as it was his routine.But even after 3 or 4 hrs there's no word . She called everyone in the apartment to check on him .They broke open the door and saw him lifeless sitting near bed and the body started to decompose . That room is full of ants and insects . Can you imagine????

I couldn't even imagine ....his wife ,his children whom he loved more than him , couldn't even touch his body in this situation ....
I was crying, crying and crying I don't know why.. I was crying.
I was talking within my self it's like ...so this is the value of your body and your life if you leave this world this instant.

Then why are we so bothered about what do people think about us? What people gonna think if you didn't reach their expectations ? What if they reject me ? What if you dint get people's definition of succes ? How long will we keep on brothering about people's opinions?

I think YOU are the only one ,who's gonna be with YOU till the end!


I just wrote what's in my heart and mind ...I think I wanted to comfort myself frm the incident by writing this ... I know most of you might get bored while reading but just bear with me this time ..won't you ?!
 
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Elektra said:
I don't know what my heart is feeling or I couldnt comprehend what my brain wants to say..but yet here Iam .
I really want this to be so simple with no poetic phrases or complicated words.

As a doctor, I was never really this weak seeing some one die but one particular death yesterday made me so weak ,I think I was literally weeping,tears rolling down my cheeks , I was totally a mess,just wanted to share this thing which is in my heart

Last night , asusal I was tired with my patients and was resting for a while but then a body was bought wrapped with blankets . For a minute my mind was blank I couldn't even move forward I was stuck there.I asked one of the family member to know what happened.That man died three days ago in his own house, his wife was at her parents . His son and daughter both are doctors one is at Hyderabad the other one is at Us . His wife called him on Friday morning after reaching her parents that she reached on time and was safe .
That day she was tired with the journey and all ..and the very next day she was busy with pooja so dint call him .Sunday morning she called him but there's no answer she thought he was busy watering his favourite plants as it was his routine.But even after 3 or 4 hrs there's no word . She called everyone in the apartment to check on him .They broke open the door and saw him lifeless sitting near bed and the body started to decompose . That room is full of ants and insects . Can you imagine????

I couldn't even imagine ....his wife ,his children whom he loved more than him , couldn't even touch his body in this situation ....
I was crying, crying and crying I don't know why.. I was crying.
I was talking within my self it's like ...so this is the value of your body and your life if you leave this world this instant.

Then why are we so bothered about what do people think about us? What people gonna think if you didn't reach their expectations ? What if they reject me ? What if you dint get people's definition of succes ? How long will we keep on brothering about people's opinions?

I think YOU are the only one ,who's gonna be with YOU till the end!


I just wrote what's in my heart and mind ...I think I wanted to comfort myself frm the incident by writing this ... I know most of you might get bored while reading but just bear me this time ..won't you ?!
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It's very sad to read the thread
Me too in my career seems lot of bought by death but this is:confused: very sad to hear
RIP only to that poor soul can tell this time
 
Elektra said:
I don't know what my heart is feeling or I couldnt comprehend what my brain wants to say..but yet here Iam .
I really want this to be so simple with no poetic phrases or complicated words.

As a doctor, I was never really this weak seeing some one die but one particular death yesterday made me so weak ,I think I was literally weeping,tears rolling down my cheeks , I was totally a mess,just wanted to share this thing which is in my heart

Last night , asusal I was tired with my patients and was resting for a while but then a body was bought wrapped with blankets . For a minute my mind was blank I couldn't even move forward I was stuck there.I asked one of the family member to know what happened.That man died three days ago in his own house, his wife was at her parents . His son and daughter both are doctors one is at Hyderabad the other one is at Us . His wife called him on Friday morning after reaching her parents that she reached on time and was safe .
That day she was tired with the journey and all ..and the very next day she was busy with pooja so dint call him .Sunday morning she called him but there's no answer she thought he was busy watering his favourite plants as it was his routine.But even after 3 or 4 hrs there's no word . She called everyone in the apartment to check on him .They broke open the door and saw him lifeless sitting near bed and the body started to decompose . That room is full of ants and insects . Can you imagine????

I couldn't even imagine ....his wife ,his children whom he loved more than him , couldn't even touch his body in this situation ....
I was crying, crying and crying I don't know why.. I was crying.
I was talking within my self it's like ...so this is the value of your body and your life if you leave this world this instant.

Then why are we so bothered about what do people think about us? What people gonna think if you didn't reach their expectations ? What if they reject me ? What if you dint get people's definition of succes ? How long will we keep on brothering about people's opinions?

I think YOU are the only one ,who's gonna be with YOU till the end!


I just wrote what's in my heart and mind ...I think I wanted to comfort myself frm the incident by writing this ... I know most of you might get bored while reading but just bear with me this time ..won't you ?!
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Uff :facepalm:
 
Elektra said:
I don't know what my heart is feeling or I couldnt comprehend what my brain wants to say..but yet here Iam .
I really want this to be so simple with no poetic phrases or complicated words.

As a doctor, I was never really this weak seeing some one die but one particular death yesterday made me so weak ,I think I was literally weeping,tears rolling down my cheeks , I was totally a mess,just wanted to share this thing which is in my heart

Last night , asusal I was tired with my patients and was resting for a while but then a body was bought wrapped with blankets . For a minute my mind was blank I couldn't even move forward I was stuck there.I asked one of the family member to know what happened.That man died three days ago in his own house, his wife was at her parents . His son and daughter both are doctors one is at Hyderabad the other one is at Us . His wife called him on Friday morning after reaching her parents that she reached on time and was safe .
That day she was tired with the journey and all ..and the very next day she was busy with pooja so dint call him .Sunday morning she called him but there's no answer she thought he was busy watering his favourite plants as it was his routine.But even after 3 or 4 hrs there's no word . She called everyone in the apartment to check on him .They broke open the door and saw him lifeless sitting near bed and the body started to decompose . That room is full of ants and insects . Can you imagine????

I couldn't even imagine ....his wife ,his children whom he loved more than him , couldn't even touch his body in this situation ....
I was crying, crying and crying I don't know why.. I was crying.
I was talking within my self it's like ...so this is the value of your body and your life if you leave this world this instant.

Then why are we so bothered about what do people think about us? What people gonna think if you didn't reach their expectations ? What if they reject me ? What if you dint get people's definition of succes ? How long will we keep on brothering about people's opinions?

I think YOU are the only one ,who's gonna be with YOU till the end!


I just wrote what's in my heart and mind ...I think I wanted to comfort myself frm the incident by writing this ... I know most of you might get bored while reading but just bear with me this time ..won't you ?!
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I understand. Back in my clinical days as a student i had a patient he is old and with smiles. The very next day i found out he died and i was all in tears even though im giving reports to my professor.


And thats true, we die alone our body will decompose, we cease to exist so might as well we do what we want while still alive and breathing.
 
Octavia said:
I understand. Back in my clinical days as a student i had a patient he is old and with smiles. The very next day i found out he died and i was all in tears even though im giving reports to my professor.


And thats true, we die alone our body will decompose, we cease to exist so might as well we do what we want while still alive and breathing.
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Exactly! We die ALONE!
 
Elektra said:
I don't know what my heart is feeling or I couldnt comprehend what my brain wants to say..but yet here Iam .
I really want this to be so simple with no poetic phrases or complicated words.

As a doctor, I was never really this weak seeing some one die but one particular death yesterday made me so weak ,I think I was literally weeping,tears rolling down my cheeks , I was totally a mess,just wanted to share this thing which is in my heart

Last night , asusal I was tired with my patients and was resting for a while but then a body was bought wrapped with blankets . For a minute my mind was blank I couldn't even move forward I was stuck there.I asked one of the family member to know what happened.That man died three days ago in his own house, his wife was at her parents . His son and daughter both are doctors one is at Hyderabad the other one is at Us . His wife called him on Friday morning after reaching her parents that she reached on time and was safe .
That day she was tired with the journey and all ..and the very next day she was busy with pooja so dint call him .Sunday morning she called him but there's no answer she thought he was busy watering his favourite plants as it was his routine.But even after 3 or 4 hrs there's no word . She called everyone in the apartment to check on him .They broke open the door and saw him lifeless sitting near bed and the body started to decompose . That room is full of ants and insects . Can you imagine????

I couldn't even imagine ....his wife ,his children whom he loved more than him , couldn't even touch his body in this situation ....
I was crying, crying and crying I don't know why.. I was crying.
I was talking within my self it's like ...so this is the value of your body and your life if you leave this world this instant.

Then why are we so bothered about what do people think about us? What people gonna think if you didn't reach their expectations ? What if they reject me ? What if you dint get people's definition of succes ? How long will we keep on brothering about people's opinions?

I think YOU are the only one ,who's gonna be with YOU till the end!


I just wrote what's in my heart and mind ...I think I wanted to comfort myself frm the incident by writing this ... I know most of you might get bored while reading but just bear with me this time ..won't you ?!
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This story you’ve shared Your words are deeply moving and reflect an experience that has shaken you to your core. The emotions you're feeling—the sorrow, the helplessness, and the existential reflections—are completely valid and natural in the face of such a heart-wrenching reality. It’s okay to feel overwhelmed; you're human first before anything else, even before being a doctorTake your time to process this incident. Allow yourself to grieve, not just for that man but for the emotions it stirred within you
 
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Elektra said:
I don't know what my heart is feeling or I couldnt comprehend what my brain wants to say..but yet here Iam .
I really want this to be so simple with no poetic phrases or complicated words.

As a doctor, I was never really this weak seeing some one die but one particular death yesterday made me so weak ,I think I was literally weeping,tears rolling down my cheeks , I was totally a mess,just wanted to share this thing which is in my heart

Last night , asusal I was tired with my patients and was resting for a while but then a body was bought wrapped with blankets . For a minute my mind was blank I couldn't even move forward I was stuck there.I asked one of the family member to know what happened.That man died three days ago in his own house, his wife was at her parents . His son and daughter both are doctors one is at Hyderabad the other one is at Us . His wife called him on Friday morning after reaching her parents that she reached on time and was safe .
That day she was tired with the journey and all ..and the very next day she was busy with pooja so dint call him .Sunday morning she called him but there's no answer she thought he was busy watering his favourite plants as it was his routine.But even after 3 or 4 hrs there's no word . She called everyone in the apartment to check on him .They broke open the door and saw him lifeless sitting near bed and the body started to decompose . That room is full of ants and insects . Can you imagine????

I couldn't even imagine ....his wife ,his children whom he loved more than him , couldn't even touch his body in this situation ....
I was crying, crying and crying I don't know why.. I was crying.
I was talking within my self it's like ...so this is the value of your body and your life if you leave this world this instant.

Then why are we so bothered about what do people think about us? What people gonna think if you didn't reach their expectations ? What if they reject me ? What if you dint get people's definition of succes ? How long will we keep on brothering about people's opinions?

I think YOU are the only one ,who's gonna be with YOU till the end!


I just wrote what's in my heart and mind ...I think I wanted to comfort myself frm the incident by writing this ... I know most of you might get bored while reading but just bear with me this time ..won't you ?!
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No that's not me
 
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