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Resonance: A story of Stillness and Sound // Chapter 4

Solara

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Click here: Chapter 3
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The Yearning for Connection

Aidan scrolled through his phone, his thumb mindlessly flicking past posts of friends hanging out, couples sharing inside jokes, siblings goofing around. He wasn’t jealous—at least, that’s what he told himself. It was just something to pass the time.

A message popped up. "Hey, wanna come over? Just chilling at Liam’s."

He stared at it for a moment before locking his phone and shoving it into his pocket. The invitation wasn’t unexpected. He had friends—good ones, even. People who made space for him, who laughed at his sarcasm, who wouldn’t question it if he showed up unannounced.

But still, he hesitated.

He had spent so long convincing himself he didn’t need anyone. That he was fine on his own. That loneliness was just a side effect of keeping himself safe. Yet, on nights like this, when the silence stretched too far, when the weight in his chest felt heavier than usual, he wondered—was he lonely? Or just too used to pushing people away?

Aidan sighed, rubbing his temples. Connection felt like a contradiction. He wanted it, craved it even, but the idea of opening up, of letting someone see past the walls he had built—it terrified him.

It wasn’t just fear of being misunderstood. It was the fear that if he let someone in, they’d realize just how much he wasn’t okay.

His phone buzzed again. Another message. This time, just a single question: "You good?"

He exhaled, fingers hovering over the screen. It would be so easy to type yeah, all good and move on. But for once, he hesitated. For once, he wondered what would happen if he answered differently.

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Have you ever convinced yourself you were fine alone, only to realize you were just scared of being seen?

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Click here: Chapter 3
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The Yearning for Connection

Aidan scrolled through his phone, his thumb mindlessly flicking past posts of friends hanging out, couples sharing inside jokes, siblings goofing around. He wasn’t jealous—at least, that’s what he told himself. It was just something to pass the time.

A message popped up. "Hey, wanna come over? Just chilling at Liam’s."

He stared at it for a moment before locking his phone and shoving it into his pocket. The invitation wasn’t unexpected. He had friends—good ones, even. People who made space for him, who laughed at his sarcasm, who wouldn’t question it if he showed up unannounced.

But still, he hesitated.

He had spent so long convincing himself he didn’t need anyone. That he was fine on his own. That loneliness was just a side effect of keeping himself safe. Yet, on nights like this, when the silence stretched too far, when the weight in his chest felt heavier than usual, he wondered—was he lonely? Or just too used to pushing people away?

Aidan sighed, rubbing his temples. Connection felt like a contradiction. He wanted it, craved it even, but the idea of opening up, of letting someone see past the walls he had built—it terrified him.

It wasn’t just fear of being misunderstood. It was the fear that if he let someone in, they’d realize just how much he wasn’t okay.

His phone buzzed again. Another message. This time, just a single question: "You good?"

He exhaled, fingers hovering over the screen. It would be so easy to type yeah, all good and move on. But for once, he hesitated. For once, he wondered what would happen if he answered differently.

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Have you ever convinced yourself you were fine alone, only to realize you were just scared of being seen?
Let someone in, baby girl. You don't know who’s going to embrace all your "not okay" and make them all okay. Go for it. And if you feel vulnerable afterward, come back to me, we will sort it out together. And this is not help that I am offering. I hate sympathy. This is just me being here for you. GO FOR IT :punch:
 
Let someone in, baby girl. You don't know who’s going to embrace all your "not okay" and make them all okay. Go for it. And if you feel vulnerable afterward, come back to me, we will sort it out together. And this is not help that I am offering. I hate sympathy. This is just me being here for you. GO FOR IT :punch:
Omg... I love u loads baby girl .. !!
:kiss:
Okay. I never shut myself lol.. jus difficult for ppl to make their way in ! That's all :D whoever wants to, will put in efforts !
 
Omg... I love u loads baby girl .. !!
:kiss:
Okay. I never shut myself lol.. jus difficult for ppl to make their way in ! That's all :D whoever wants to, will put in efforts !
" PUT IN THE EFFORT, YOU DUMBASS", or brace yourself for my full on thunderstorm mode!

*Lightning strikes, thunderbolts roar*
 
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The Yearning for Connection

Aidan scrolled through his phone, his thumb mindlessly flicking past posts of friends hanging out, couples sharing inside jokes, siblings goofing around. He wasn’t jealous—at least, that’s what he told himself. It was just something to pass the time.

A message popped up. "Hey, wanna come over? Just chilling at Liam’s."

He stared at it for a moment before locking his phone and shoving it into his pocket. The invitation wasn’t unexpected. He had friends—good ones, even. People who made space for him, who laughed at his sarcasm, who wouldn’t question it if he showed up unannounced.

But still, he hesitated.

He had spent so long convincing himself he didn’t need anyone. That he was fine on his own. That loneliness was just a side effect of keeping himself safe. Yet, on nights like this, when the silence stretched too far, when the weight in his chest felt heavier than usual, he wondered—was he lonely? Or just too used to pushing people away?

Aidan sighed, rubbing his temples. Connection felt like a contradiction. He wanted it, craved it even, but the idea of opening up, of letting someone see past the walls he had built—it terrified him.

It wasn’t just fear of being misunderstood. It was the fear that if he let someone in, they’d realize just how much he wasn’t okay.

His phone buzzed again. Another message. This time, just a single question: "You good?"

He exhaled, fingers hovering over the screen. It would be so easy to type yeah, all good and move on. But for once, he hesitated. For once, he wondered what would happen if he answered differently.

__________________________________________

Have you ever convinced yourself you were fine alone, only to realize you were just scared of being seen?
Read your write up and then reactions to it. Perfect conv with your friends. They are right. No need to close doors. If you keep open , not the way you think , you keep it open always , but the way someone interested realise , they are open to enter and explore ,you might find someone you ll like to bet on. But one of my perspective I would like to draw your attention to. To be with self is most difficult part for many. Many escape being with self and involve in unnecessary things just to avoid themselves being with own self. Trust me, It require lots of courage to be with ownself because people can be hypocrite with others but cant with self. All naked truth comes out in open to ownself. Many times its scary. But, anyway , its really good to speak out n share with like minded people. It wont wipe off pain but ll reduce somewhat. That ll open gate for Joy ,we ll craving whole life. Ty for sharing.It requires courage . Keep it up. All ears anytime you wish. :cool:
 
Read your write up and then reactions to it. Perfect conv with your friends. They are right. No need to close doors. If you keep open , not the way you think , you keep it open always , but the way someone interested realise , they are open to enter and explore ,you might find someone you ll like to bet on. But one of my perspective I would like to draw your attention to. To be with self is most difficult part for many. Many escape being with self and involve in unnecessary things just to avoid themselves being with own self. Trust me, It require lots of courage to be with ownself because people can be hypocrite with others but cant with self. All naked truth comes out in open to ownself. Many times its scary. But, anyway , its really good to speak out n share with like minded people. It wont wipe off pain but ll reduce somewhat. That ll open gate for Joy ,we ll craving whole life. Ty for sharing.It requires courage . Keep it up. All ears anytime you wish. :cool:
Being true to oneself is absolutely necessary ! There have been times I'd had no one to talk to..and I'd stood infront of a mirror, talked to myself for hours ! That's probably how I learnt to look at myself from a third person POV and then worked on my behaviour where ever i felt I could improve .!

Major impact - I used to be a highly short tempered person .. near ones would call me a rowdy .. LOL ! Would hardly ever listen to the other person before I reacted ... And from there... It's been a long journey to becoming a listener :)

I learnt to share my ordeals with myself, be there for myself, before i tried sharing with ppl I could trust and be there for them too.
*Touchwood Now I have ppl i know who watch my back.. Ones I can rely on. My support systems, my dumpyards too.
:giggle:
 
Slow claps :clapping: someone says me to get open up n be more expressive but here they don't even wanted to get wrapped up others
 
Let someone in, baby girl. You don't know who’s going to embrace all your "not okay" and make them all okay. Go for it. And if you feel vulnerable afterward, come back to me, we will sort it out together. And this is not help that I am offering. I hate sympathy. This is just me being here for you. GO FOR IT :punch:
@Solara just follow what ever @InkyWhispers sats.

With one or two dialogues in each chapter with lot of psycho analysis - feels like you are keeping us in sea of thoughts !
 
@Solara just follow what ever @InkyWhispers sats.
:rofl1: I told her my doors are not shut ! What else do i dooooo!??!!

With one or two dialogues in each chapter with lot of psycho analysis - feels like you are keeping us in sea of thoughts !
Sea of thoughts still sounds better ! :D

Psycho analysis
:giggle:

I know you prefer it being conversational... But... This is more of... Like u said... Psycho analysis :p bear with the 1-2 dialogues LOL !!
 
Being true to oneself is absolutely necessary ! There have been times I'd had no one to talk to..and I'd stood infront of a mirror, talked to myself for hours ! That's probably how I learnt to look at myself from a third person POV and then worked on my behaviour where ever i felt I could improve .!

Major impact - I used to be a highly short tempered person .. near ones would call me a rowdy .. LOL ! Would hardly ever listen to the other person before I reacted ... And from there... It's been a long journey to becoming a listener :)

I learnt to share my ordeals with myself, be there for myself, before i tried sharing with ppl I could trust and be there for them too.
*Touchwood Now I have ppl i know who watch my back.. Ones I can rely on. My support systems, my dumpyards too.
:giggle:

Glad you realised. Better late then never. Time to take actions. :rock::cool:Small addition. Just my opinion.No need to agree compulsory. No need to care what others think of yourself. Fuck em off. Just be yourself. Ask yourself what you like n do it.
 
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Glad you realised. Better late then never. Time to take actions. :rock::cool:Small addition. Just my opinion.No need to agree compulsory. No need to care what others think of yourself. Fuck em off. Just be yourself. Ask yourself what you like n do it.
That's what I used to think.... But one can't always not care what others think ... Sometimes what u do may also have consequences for ur near n dear ones around u...
 
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