I could’ve spilled this diary on my 1st anniversary in forum but came out on my 7th month instead. The baby (aka this write-up) just popped out- still bleeding me, lol. Anyway, welcome to read this naked (aka raw) version of it, eeeh!!! Oops, fyi, enjoy! Don't snore in between Mr. and Mrs. Pervs.
Zozo really helped me to realize the depths n heights of character. Once Mandela said- *depths of oppression created heights of characters*. Case here was a lil different, depths of imprudence was balanced by some good souls. I admire them. I don't think they'd enjoy the acknowledgment, tbh.... they r not that type. Every convo with them was a lesson for me- worthy convos*. 'm still learning, yhm. Friends, sisters, brothers, advisors- yep, I enjoy many kinda relations here. Big thanks to ZoZo for the gift! A handful of pure hearts s way better than being buried under all that nonsense.
Everyone is not the same how they seem to be- they preach of something n practice something else. It's a raw fact. So raw.... Naked from toe n head in fact! Esp in *My language* room- Hindi beta. I realized that abuses r meant to be ignored n donn be a crybaby every time. Let it go! Halfwits are common all around- even 'm a full crook bruh!
In the meantime, I figured out yet another thing- some people fancy every now n then about how long they have been in ZoZo, but I give them back a sechyyy grin- wtf after being here for these long, they donn even know the way to conduct themselves- dunceeeee!!! HACHEEE. Some others fancy talking about their previous *ban* histories n how they still persist. N again- a sechyyy grin from my side- HACHEE, dude there persist that 1 percent bacteria even after u use a *Harpic*..... An open testimony.
Tho my English was more than good (not a boosting, its fine : chucks : ) typos were like the stars in blue sky (u can find infinitely many in my old write ups). For a short due GPT helped me with stories- when I found those *absurd* ones *quite absurd*, shifted back to my own creations, perfect!
During the period, I gotta find a soul- who pampered me, we met virtually, talked to each other over calls, n turned to some sort of relations. Later the relation status broken to crumbs n If anyone want to bake a cutlet, contact me for those crumbs. shhh jk.
ZPL- It was like a balloon about to pop. To be honest I wasn't much gleeful. The practice matches were Dull. Ranging from Clashes to have a room to interrupting the session oo!! It was an utter show off of *egoism* rather than a game for leisure time. 'm not blaming anyone particular, everyone had equally contributed to add up the poison. Being a player in the ZPL, I was one of the Martyr- A victim of the stinky third-class drama that they had done *only for the sake of winning*, but oops, they failed. Changing the scores or tweaking the bowling after the bat's been done. Chapters are already closed, and trying to flip back through 'em? Ooooh, nah... total waste of time. At least, from next season, just keep it real with what you do, oow (stressed)- Or it's just a run to gain those extra points.
Secret santa was a total stress buster as there was no competition to win or lose, oww again (relieved)!! no points to stress over, everyone was vibing n having fun. I did enjoy it a lot. Lil later, when the Secret friend was revealed n mine was D*****(PN: it's not *dick*), with much enthusiasm I wrote a letter to him (as that was what the organizers had instructed as to do) The reply came through like this, adding an SS.
Till today, I still haven’t bothered replying to that silly comment. But I can't help but wonder...1. What kind of competitive spirit did he even see in them, oops? 2. Did he even had a convo wid them to know if they were competitive, or... ? 3. Does he think tagging admins like that is gonna land him a mod position or something? Lmao, cute try. 4. As for my 'smartness,' hmiee bum bum bum, it would've totally killed the game, but in what way tho'? 5. Escaping silly comments by just saying not interested in replying? Now that’s a lame statement......gotta admit it.
At the end of the day, I came to realize that we sh'd be like a quiet mirror in front of kiddos, reflecting their attempts to do a catwalk, without interrupting their try to clean the floors with bare socks.
Laters, I found myself bold enough to explore my fantasies in beta- bery bery wrong decision.
I realized that many *morons* outta there are unaware of the fact that even if it's a sex chat site, *Privates messages* are meant to be kept private n not a stuff to be disclosed. I could have added those names, but keeping the pace of my diary, no! I don't wanna glorify them by taking their name- Mr. 10s ya 100s ya cs n sinns (whatever, its a holy divine shit!). Also, I came to know that the very person was closely linked to an admin/mod or someone (still keeping the name secret, lil bunnies) to whom he shared my oos and aas like a fairy fable. Great! N the very person enjoyed hearing it RATHER THAN giving him a straight ban. Warm chuckles to both of them. If the sandals (no shoes for u pooople!) fits u, wear in Cinderella.
Meanwhile, I’m so delighted by those birthday wishes, aww!! It wasn’t a PDA at all, just pure n raw! thanks to SiRa, Kadhu, Aphro, n so many more – super grateful, who remembered the date n posted wishes.
ZoZo really created a rollercoaster of emotions within me- so many souls who can totally mess with your mood, lol. One minute you’re grinning, the next you’re crying. Realizing that emotions are legit, but when they’re transferred virtually, they kinda lose their peaceful vibe. yuk! Texts can never fully capture the soul, they just sketch out the caricature, they r just *mirrorish* counterparts.
In this journey, I'm looking forward with so much hope. It’s just the beginning, or at least that’s what I like to think. A mix of exploration and realizations ahead!
I don't regret in anything dat I got from zozo. Esp, the relations n emotions- whether it be bitter, sweet ya sour. Maybe all of this will be the stuff I’ll hold dear to my heart in the future.
Many oos n aahs in this short due. Some were moans, others were a mere cry for attention, n some others were of pure emotions. Besieged by such trauma's...... it's a mild addiction to be here, yes! Thank You ZoZo.
Please Note: If anyone got offended, it’s literally just by chance. Arrows hit the target perfect in my case, whether it’s an as**ole or a clit :gleeeee: Thanks.
NEPTUNE
Zozo really helped me to realize the depths n heights of character. Once Mandela said- *depths of oppression created heights of characters*. Case here was a lil different, depths of imprudence was balanced by some good souls. I admire them. I don't think they'd enjoy the acknowledgment, tbh.... they r not that type. Every convo with them was a lesson for me- worthy convos*. 'm still learning, yhm. Friends, sisters, brothers, advisors- yep, I enjoy many kinda relations here. Big thanks to ZoZo for the gift! A handful of pure hearts s way better than being buried under all that nonsense.
Everyone is not the same how they seem to be- they preach of something n practice something else. It's a raw fact. So raw.... Naked from toe n head in fact! Esp in *My language* room- Hindi beta. I realized that abuses r meant to be ignored n donn be a crybaby every time. Let it go! Halfwits are common all around- even 'm a full crook bruh!
In the meantime, I figured out yet another thing- some people fancy every now n then about how long they have been in ZoZo, but I give them back a sechyyy grin- wtf after being here for these long, they donn even know the way to conduct themselves- dunceeeee!!! HACHEEE. Some others fancy talking about their previous *ban* histories n how they still persist. N again- a sechyyy grin from my side- HACHEE, dude there persist that 1 percent bacteria even after u use a *Harpic*..... An open testimony.
Tho my English was more than good (not a boosting, its fine : chucks : ) typos were like the stars in blue sky (u can find infinitely many in my old write ups). For a short due GPT helped me with stories- when I found those *absurd* ones *quite absurd*, shifted back to my own creations, perfect!
During the period, I gotta find a soul- who pampered me, we met virtually, talked to each other over calls, n turned to some sort of relations. Later the relation status broken to crumbs n If anyone want to bake a cutlet, contact me for those crumbs. shhh jk.
ZPL- It was like a balloon about to pop. To be honest I wasn't much gleeful. The practice matches were Dull. Ranging from Clashes to have a room to interrupting the session oo!! It was an utter show off of *egoism* rather than a game for leisure time. 'm not blaming anyone particular, everyone had equally contributed to add up the poison. Being a player in the ZPL, I was one of the Martyr- A victim of the stinky third-class drama that they had done *only for the sake of winning*, but oops, they failed. Changing the scores or tweaking the bowling after the bat's been done. Chapters are already closed, and trying to flip back through 'em? Ooooh, nah... total waste of time. At least, from next season, just keep it real with what you do, oow (stressed)- Or it's just a run to gain those extra points.
Secret santa was a total stress buster as there was no competition to win or lose, oww again (relieved)!! no points to stress over, everyone was vibing n having fun. I did enjoy it a lot. Lil later, when the Secret friend was revealed n mine was D*****(PN: it's not *dick*), with much enthusiasm I wrote a letter to him (as that was what the organizers had instructed as to do) The reply came through like this, adding an SS.
Till today, I still haven’t bothered replying to that silly comment. But I can't help but wonder...1. What kind of competitive spirit did he even see in them, oops? 2. Did he even had a convo wid them to know if they were competitive, or... ? 3. Does he think tagging admins like that is gonna land him a mod position or something? Lmao, cute try. 4. As for my 'smartness,' hmiee bum bum bum, it would've totally killed the game, but in what way tho'? 5. Escaping silly comments by just saying not interested in replying? Now that’s a lame statement......gotta admit it.
At the end of the day, I came to realize that we sh'd be like a quiet mirror in front of kiddos, reflecting their attempts to do a catwalk, without interrupting their try to clean the floors with bare socks.
Laters, I found myself bold enough to explore my fantasies in beta- bery bery wrong decision.
I realized that many *morons* outta there are unaware of the fact that even if it's a sex chat site, *Privates messages* are meant to be kept private n not a stuff to be disclosed. I could have added those names, but keeping the pace of my diary, no! I don't wanna glorify them by taking their name- Mr. 10s ya 100s ya cs n sinns (whatever, its a holy divine shit!). Also, I came to know that the very person was closely linked to an admin/mod or someone (still keeping the name secret, lil bunnies) to whom he shared my oos and aas like a fairy fable. Great! N the very person enjoyed hearing it RATHER THAN giving him a straight ban. Warm chuckles to both of them. If the sandals (no shoes for u pooople!) fits u, wear in Cinderella.
Meanwhile, I’m so delighted by those birthday wishes, aww!! It wasn’t a PDA at all, just pure n raw! thanks to SiRa, Kadhu, Aphro, n so many more – super grateful, who remembered the date n posted wishes.
ZoZo really created a rollercoaster of emotions within me- so many souls who can totally mess with your mood, lol. One minute you’re grinning, the next you’re crying. Realizing that emotions are legit, but when they’re transferred virtually, they kinda lose their peaceful vibe. yuk! Texts can never fully capture the soul, they just sketch out the caricature, they r just *mirrorish* counterparts.
In this journey, I'm looking forward with so much hope. It’s just the beginning, or at least that’s what I like to think. A mix of exploration and realizations ahead!
I don't regret in anything dat I got from zozo. Esp, the relations n emotions- whether it be bitter, sweet ya sour. Maybe all of this will be the stuff I’ll hold dear to my heart in the future.
Many oos n aahs in this short due. Some were moans, others were a mere cry for attention, n some others were of pure emotions. Besieged by such trauma's...... it's a mild addiction to be here, yes! Thank You ZoZo.
Please Note: If anyone got offended, it’s literally just by chance. Arrows hit the target perfect in my case, whether it’s an as**ole or a clit :gleeeee: Thanks.
NEPTUNE
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