@Dreamscape dont know why and what she is always a special person we fight a lot we talk a lot we laufgh a lot the time we meet was unusual at night 11 pm its hard for me to wake other than night shifts. So Almost to speak with her i got night shifts almost in a month i get 7 to 12 days night shift and i volunteering myself to 24 days night shift. And after two months my manager got an enquiry from HR for putting me 24 days night thats different story. That much i admire her. Well we talk a lot we speak everything other than sex. It was like a best travel in chat as well as in life, chat around 5 years that 5 months was awesome. She got vanished due to personal reasons. She made me feel special I miss her to the core especially during night shift when i log in my eyes automatically roam all rooms to search of her. Miss you idiot come back soon if possible. Hope oneday she will be back atleast to say a hai to me