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Octavia

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Walking away from something that ruins your peace is hard but its the only way for you to regain what you’ve lost —sanity.

I am not mad, i became tired of it.
I am not confused, nor I won’t beg.
I’ve met this same “feeling” before.
I know how to route myself to the exit.
Fighting the urge “that if i walk slow, you might still catch me along the way”
No silly, i have seen your heart, its kind but im not really there.
you uttered I love you
but what’s word without actions , it remains a word.
I was happy although receiving the bare minimum, but that was it.
I could devour myself in fantasy,
But once i held on a rope back to reality
I know how to ground myself.

I apologize for this incovenience, really.
If I cannot receive that peace , i rather settle with myself
than go astray.
I have been misery
Long enough,
its no longer my favourite place.



 
Octavia said:
Walking away from something that ruins your peace is hard but its the only way for you to regain what you’ve lost —sanity.

I am not mad, i became tired of it.
I am not confused, nor I won’t beg.
I’ve met this same “feeling” before.
I know how to route myself to the exit.
Fighting the urge “that if i walk slow, you might still catch me along the way”
No silly, i have seen your heart, its kind but im not really there.
you uttered I love you
but what’s word without actions , it remains a word.
I was happy although receiving the bare minimum, but that was it.
I could devour myself in fantasy,
But once i held on a rope back to reality
I know how to ground myself.

I apologize for this incovenience, really.
If I cannot receive that peace , i rather settle with myself
than go astray.
I have been misery
Long enough,
its no longer my favourite place.



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I've been through a similar experience, and it truly hurts when the people we care about and love don't return those feelings. A void is created within us when we realize they have no intention of being with us. The irony is that, despite the pain, we often can't bring ourselves to hate them for what they did. The only thing we can do is let them go and prioritize our own well-being.
 
Octavia said:
I was happy although receiving the bare minimum, but that was it.
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Receiving the bare minimum and feeling content with it is a hard thing to endure and the first step to losing yourself somewhere.
I guess I know this feeling.
Octavia said:
If I cannot receive that peace , i rather settle with myself
than go astray.
I have been misery
Long enough,
its no longer my favourite place.
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Walking away is never easy. But you’ve beautifully captured the" Art of Letting Go"
Wishing you strength on your journey to finding peace. <3
 
I am not sure why, but reading what ever you write sounds music to me! Song is nice too.
 
sulthan said:
I've been through a similar experience, and it truly hurts when the people we care about and love don't return those feelings. A void is created within us when we realize they have no intention of being with us. The irony is that, despite the pain, we often can't bring ourselves to hate them for what they did. The only thing we can do is let them go and prioritize our own well-being.
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I think that’s the beauty about love, we see through the bad.. its pure ✨ It amazes me at times.
But then well being must be above all else. Its time to also love ourselves too..
 
JasGhost said:
Receiving the bare minimum and feeling content with it is a hard thing to endure and the first step to losing yourself somewhere.
I guess I know this feeling.

Walking away is never easy. But you’ve beautifully captured the" Art of Letting Go"
Wishing you strength on your journey to finding peace. <3
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Awww<3
thank you for this. ^_^
 

Octavia said:
Walking away from something that ruins your peace is hard but its the only way for you to regain what you’ve lost —sanity.

I am not mad, i became tired of it.
I am not confused, nor I won’t beg.
I’ve met this same “feeling” before.
I know how to route myself to the exit.
Fighting the urge “that if i walk slow, you might still catch me along the way”
No silly, i have seen your heart, its kind but im not really there.
you uttered I love you
but what’s word without actions , it remains a word.
I was happy although receiving the bare minimum, but that was it.
I could devour myself in fantasy,
But once i held on a rope back to reality
I know how to ground myself.

I apologize for this incovenience, really.
If I cannot receive that peace , i rather settle with myself
than go astray.
I have been misery
Long enough,
its no longer my favourite place.



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Too good.

Sometimes we all still try, even when we know it's not worth it anymore. The burnout and emotional exhaustion that follow are FR. It's easy to get caught up in trying to make something work, but ultimately, we have to prioritize our own well-being.
And most of the time, we start taking care of ourselves too late.
:heart1:
 
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