We do create scenarios in our head, but have you ever come think about bittersweet ones?
Well, i do. From time to time
seven long years ago, i met you. I shed tears as I come face to face with you. Is that some sort of the same blood connections.
It would lured me to believe you mean when you said you care about me, you hiss like a snake as you eventually betrayed your very own kind. Cruelty do exist just as the movies would tell. I have seen you once again and now Just as vulnerable I have seen your flaws, but its unacceptable as you are grown up who should never act that way to a mere young lady like me. I have travelled your mind and i could hear ‘i dont care about you’.
It would terrified me to think that I am your kind and i might end up be similarly like you, i despise your entire existence the moment you cut ties.
But i live.
Bruise and scars i have them ,it tells stories of how i survive and slayed the enemies that tries to destroy me.
~
I made a stance kokutsu dachi as I move for a roundhouse kick,eyes straight bulls towards the opponent. I know one thing, make sure your every move is not readable, be quick and snappy and that takes perseverance and discipline.
“That was a great move’’ i smiled ‘but next time be sure to win the gold’’ my grip tighten on the silver thing hang around me.
~
I am standing backstage awaits for my turn, memorizing every words and tune of the melody. Its a singing contest I am attending it was never an intention to join but as requested of my teacher i cannot say no. Took a deep breath ‘you can do this’ as it is now my turn
‘You won the second prize, good job!’ I smiled, and stare at the trophy in my hand.
That’s when i thought, i never won at all.
~
But I realized, i have achieve thing and i never really appreciate any because i became so obsessed about getting the golds or the 1st prize.
But
Seven long years may have passed
Yet here I am
Still driven with desires and dreams
winning over a life that once
challenged me
day by day
all I seek, is peace.
And that is why after long seven years of your non existence periods, you rise from the dead and pinged me ‘how are you’
i preferred to ignore, because once upon a time, we did cut ties.
dont get me wrong,
i forgive you but this time i chose p e a c e .
Well, i do. From time to time
seven long years ago, i met you. I shed tears as I come face to face with you. Is that some sort of the same blood connections.
It would lured me to believe you mean when you said you care about me, you hiss like a snake as you eventually betrayed your very own kind. Cruelty do exist just as the movies would tell. I have seen you once again and now Just as vulnerable I have seen your flaws, but its unacceptable as you are grown up who should never act that way to a mere young lady like me. I have travelled your mind and i could hear ‘i dont care about you’.
It would terrified me to think that I am your kind and i might end up be similarly like you, i despise your entire existence the moment you cut ties.
But i live.
Bruise and scars i have them ,it tells stories of how i survive and slayed the enemies that tries to destroy me.
~
I made a stance kokutsu dachi as I move for a roundhouse kick,eyes straight bulls towards the opponent. I know one thing, make sure your every move is not readable, be quick and snappy and that takes perseverance and discipline.
“That was a great move’’ i smiled ‘but next time be sure to win the gold’’ my grip tighten on the silver thing hang around me.
~
I am standing backstage awaits for my turn, memorizing every words and tune of the melody. Its a singing contest I am attending it was never an intention to join but as requested of my teacher i cannot say no. Took a deep breath ‘you can do this’ as it is now my turn
‘You won the second prize, good job!’ I smiled, and stare at the trophy in my hand.
That’s when i thought, i never won at all.
~
But I realized, i have achieve thing and i never really appreciate any because i became so obsessed about getting the golds or the 1st prize.
But
Seven long years may have passed
Yet here I am
Still driven with desires and dreams
winning over a life that once
challenged me
day by day
all I seek, is peace.
And that is why after long seven years of your non existence periods, you rise from the dead and pinged me ‘how are you’
i preferred to ignore, because once upon a time, we did cut ties.
dont get me wrong,
i forgive you but this time i chose p e a c e .
