In this virtual world, on platform of Chatzozo, despite knowing so many people, I still feel like a stranger, disconnected, even when I know so much about everything around me. There's a strange loneliness that lingers, even amidst a crowd of 300 people. It’s ironic, so many connections, yet not a single person I can truly call my own.
And whenever I try to talk to someone, just a little, just to connect, rumors begin to swirl, people start talking, and that forces me to withdraw again, back into solitude. That’s how it is. And the one person I truly like seems to exist in a completely different world altogether.
The real issue isn't the lack of options here, there are plenty. But no matter how high your intellect is, the value of real connections doesn't multiply with choices. Sometimes I feel like returning to this realm was a mistake. I don’t know what kind of sorrow pulled me back here, what invisible force brought me to this space once more.
I came here hoping to share laughter, to indulge in some harmless fun. And honestly, it was fun, for a while. There are some genuinely beautiful souls here, true gems. And I sincerely hope they never feel the need to change who they are.
I won’t name anyone, I don’t want to put anyone on a pedestal. But thank you… thank you to those who noticed me when I was invisible to everyone else. Thank you for tagging me, for making me feel like I existed.
You are the ones who carry the real essence of emotion in this place.
And whenever I try to talk to someone, just a little, just to connect, rumors begin to swirl, people start talking, and that forces me to withdraw again, back into solitude. That’s how it is. And the one person I truly like seems to exist in a completely different world altogether.
The real issue isn't the lack of options here, there are plenty. But no matter how high your intellect is, the value of real connections doesn't multiply with choices. Sometimes I feel like returning to this realm was a mistake. I don’t know what kind of sorrow pulled me back here, what invisible force brought me to this space once more.
I came here hoping to share laughter, to indulge in some harmless fun. And honestly, it was fun, for a while. There are some genuinely beautiful souls here, true gems. And I sincerely hope they never feel the need to change who they are.
I won’t name anyone, I don’t want to put anyone on a pedestal. But thank you… thank you to those who noticed me when I was invisible to everyone else. Thank you for tagging me, for making me feel like I existed.
You are the ones who carry the real essence of emotion in this place.