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Kill your darlings

sparrow

sparrow

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And to think, that the rest of my darlings were born out of spite for the first who failed to love me.
And to think, how the rest were also burdened by their firsts.
And to think, how i remained untouched still, never displaced in my soul.
A darling had too many darlings on the go, yet i never followed the same.
I remained with one, one darling at a time. Until there were none left worthy. And then, I remained without one.

I killed off all my darlings.
Because darling, I had always been my greatest love
And you couldn't love me the same
 
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sparrow said:
And to think, that the rest of my darlings were born out of spite for the first who failed to love me.
And to think, how the rest were also burdened from their firsts.
And to think, how i remained untouched still, never displaced in my soul.
A darling had too many darlings on the go, yet i never followed the same.
I remained with one, one darling at a time. Until there were none left worthy. And then, I remained without one.

I killed off all my darlings.
Because darling, I had always been my greatest love
And you couldn't love me the same
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wow so still searching for the perfect darling??
 
sparrow said:
And to think, that the rest of my darlings were born out of spite for the first who failed to love me.
And to t hink, how the rest were also burdened from their firsts.
And to think, how i remained untouched still, never displaced in my soul.
A darling had too many darlings on the go, yet i never followed the same.
I remained with one, one darling at a time. Until there were none left worthy. And then, I remained without one.

I killed off all my darlings.
Because darling, I had always been my greatest love
And you couldn't love me the same
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Ok darling :inlove:
 
sparrow said:
And to think, that the rest of my darlings were born out of spite for the first who failed to love me.
And to think, how the rest were also burdened by their firsts.
And to think, how i remained untouched still, never displaced in my soul.
A darling had too many darlings on the go, yet i never followed the same.
I remained with one, one darling at a time. Until there were none left worthy. And then, I remained without one.

I killed off all my darlings.
Because darling, I had always been my greatest love
And you couldn't love me the same
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Very emotional. :cool:
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sparrow said:
Humans can survive on 75% alone time. The rest 25% should have a positive influence on us. I enjoy alone time tbh. And personally, i always thought murakami a good writer, but a sad soul. Thanks, for being supportive though:hi:
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That’s such a thoughtful perspective, and I totally agree—alone time can be incredibly helpful when balanced with the right kind of connections. Murakami’s work does carry a certain sadness, but maybe that’s part of what makes it affect so deeply. And hey, anytime—you deserve all the support, its my pleasure. :cool:
 
Dom55 said:
That’s such a thoughtful perspective, and I totally agree—alone time can be incredibly helpful when balanced with the right kind of connections. Murakami’s work does carry a certain sadness, but maybe that’s part of what makes it affect so deeply. And hey, anytime—you deserve all the support, its my pleasure. :cool:
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Love, love, love what you wrote there:whistle:
 
sparrow said:
And to think, that the rest of my darlings were born out of spite for the first who failed to love me.
And to think, how the rest were also burdened by their firsts.
And to think, how i remained untouched still, never displaced in my soul.
A darling had too many darlings on the go, yet i never followed the same.
I remained with one, one darling at a time. Until there were none left worthy. And then, I remained without one.

I killed off all my darlings.
Because darling, I had always been my greatest love
And you couldn't love me the same
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Your story mirrors my own, though my darlings remained devoted while I was theirs. I'm thankful for that. Thank you for sharing such a heartfelt piece. Hope you find peace and healing and also wishing you all the best as you navigate through such emotions.:inlove:
 
ThampraN said:
Your story mirrors my own, though my darlings remained devoted while I was theirs. I'm thankful for that. Thank you for sharing such a heartfelt piece. Hope you find peace and healing and also wishing you all the best as you navigate through such emotions.:inlove:
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Glad you had that :Like: and, thank you for the support i appreciate it
 
sparrow said:
Quality (of relationships) over quantity . Athilengi veruthe irinnalum samadhanam
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Here most interactions happens online and they belive that volume is the best approach... With many singles (or pretending) they interact with, they are sure to find someone worth commiting to. Its like when u throw the bait someone will eventually catch it..... Yeah I second that Choose quality over quantity. ❤️❤️❤️
 
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And to think, that the rest of my darlings were born out of spite for the first who failed to love me.
And to think, how the rest were also burdened by their firsts.
And to think, how i remained untouched still, never displaced in my soul.
A darling had too many darlings on the go, yet i never followed the same.
I remained with one, one darling at a time. Until there were none left worthy. And then, I remained without one.

I killed off all my darlings.
Because darling, I had always been my greatest love
And you couldn't love me the same
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Don't knw what you say.. U did all you hav do.. Yet don't knw u love it or not..
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sparrow said:
And to think, that the rest of my darlings were born out of spite for the first who failed to love me.
And to think, how the rest were also burdened by their firsts.
And to think, how i remained untouched still, never displaced in my soul.
A darling had too many darlings on the go, yet i never followed the same.
I remained with one, one darling at a time. Until there were none left worthy. And then, I remained without one.

I killed off all my darlings.
Because darling, I had always been my greatest love
 And   you couldn't love me the same
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ഇതും ഒടുക്കത്തെ ഇംഗ്ലീഷ്...
സായിപ്പിന്റെ കുഞ്ഞ് ആണോ...
 
sparrow said:
And to think, that the rest of my darlings were born out of spite for the first who failed to love me.
And to think, how the rest were also burdened by their firsts.
And to think, how i remained untouched still, never displaced in my soul.
A darling had too many darlings on the go, yet i never followed the same.
I remained with one, one darling at a time. Until there were none left worthy. And then, I remained without one.

I killed off all my darlings.
Because darling, I had always been my greatest love
And you couldn't love me the same
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Wow... One of the best I read here in forum. This really hits hard. The 'killing off darlings' line is incredibly powerful, and the ending about self-love is just perfect. It perfectly captures the feeling of finally realizing your own worth after being hurt.
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ＥＲＯＳ said:
Wow... One of the best I read here in forum. This really hits hard. The 'killing off darlings' line is incredibly powerful, and the ending about self-love is just perfect. It perfectly captures the feeling of finally realizing your own worth after being hurt.
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Maybe it's normal to reach this threshold after feeling too much at once. Let something affect you enough to be jaded by it and then eventually get to where nothing feels good anymore. So we fall back into ourselves.
 
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