I don't know the reason.
I’ve started feeling a void.
Once, when this emptiness hit me hard, I landed here in ZoZo.
A chat site that eventually became like a second home to me.
But these days, I fail to understand.
Why can’t even my happy pill, ZoZo, keep me happy?
Nowadays, I just visit Beta once in a while
and jump out soon after.
It feels like nobody is out there who can comfort me.
Maybe I’m not knocking on any doors.
Maybe everyone is busy.
Maybe I miss familiar faces.
Maybe it's time for me to step back from the site.
I don’t know.
When I think about leaving ZoZo, I feel nervous and scared.
This site once made me feel like I wasn’t lonely,
that I had people to listen to me, to comfort me.
If I leave, maybe I’ll be lonely again.
That’s why I stay, even though I haven’t talked to anyone there for so long.
I clearly know that even if I leave,
I’ll still peep in at least once a day, maybe as a guest,
and he ( @Shyam ) will surely know.
My question has always been:
Who am I, for U?
To whoever reads this post,
please feel free to share your honest opinion or an open answer.
Seriously, I’m longing for it.
No hard feelings.... Just be real with me.
---AvivA
