Google Photos are such a pain .. This day 5 years ago would pop out of nowhere .. it would be mostly her , no always her.. smiling , standing , sitting , making weird faces .. both of us and our new found freedom .. first time away from home , away from the watching eyes of our parents.. exploring that Beautiful Metropolitan city .. each picture would have a story, a memory , even a background music or a song .. I would experience her right before my eyes .. the more i would want to go back those times and how helpless i feel when i realise it's not possible.
Sometimes after we split i deleted all the pictures from my phone , deleted all my social media accounts trying to get rid of her, trying to not see her and having changed 2-3 mobiles after that i still would see these Google photos ..Yea I know that we can delete her pictures from Google photos .. i am off course cheating myself because I don't wanna delete her pictures at least not from this google photos .. Am I scared that I would forget her face if i delete her images not definitely .. but it's not her pictures it's the memory it brings about .. it's the surreal sensation of goin back to her and being with her ..
Sorry Google photos i can never curse you for this ..
Sometimes after we split i deleted all the pictures from my phone , deleted all my social media accounts trying to get rid of her, trying to not see her and having changed 2-3 mobiles after that i still would see these Google photos ..Yea I know that we can delete her pictures from Google photos .. i am off course cheating myself because I don't wanna delete her pictures at least not from this google photos .. Am I scared that I would forget her face if i delete her images not definitely .. but it's not her pictures it's the memory it brings about .. it's the surreal sensation of goin back to her and being with her ..
Sorry Google photos i can never curse you for this ..
