I am completely, utterly alone in every aspect. No partner, no support system, no emotional cushion, not a single soul to share my best or worst moments with.
And I am enough
Since when had growing responsibilities become burdensome? Since when did I start searching for shoulders to cry on? Since when did my faith crumble and degrade myself a failure in not having achieved somebody else's idea of success? Since when was anxiety and addiction something i couldn't unlearn?
Some days I falter, and desperately wish for someone to need me, to be loved, held, cherished, looked after as i know I am capable of reciprocating if ever the perfect partnership were to materialise .
There is no other guardian angel. No one else to pick me up and hold my hand. Change is uncomfortable. Navigating a self learnt business is scary. Dealing with exhausting people is professional undoing. But standing up for myself is empowering, necessary. When everything looked like it's falling apart, it had really only been falling into place.
I am enough, and
I am my greatest love
Look how far I've come, breaking out of conditioning. Leading with love. Knowing my right from wrong. This life is mine alone to shape, to travel, my decisions and choices.. All mine and nobody else's. Was that not the magic of it? Looking back is a youth where i craved this freedom to perfect the human I am and grow unrestricted.
This greatness I achieved had been all by myself, in all my lonesome. And I got this.
Solitude has always showed strength and promise. All I have to do, is embrace it's quiet resilience once again. And I will be more than fine.
And I am enough

Since when had growing responsibilities become burdensome? Since when did I start searching for shoulders to cry on? Since when did my faith crumble and degrade myself a failure in not having achieved somebody else's idea of success? Since when was anxiety and addiction something i couldn't unlearn?
Some days I falter, and desperately wish for someone to need me, to be loved, held, cherished, looked after as i know I am capable of reciprocating if ever the perfect partnership were to materialise .
There is no other guardian angel. No one else to pick me up and hold my hand. Change is uncomfortable. Navigating a self learnt business is scary. Dealing with exhausting people is professional undoing. But standing up for myself is empowering, necessary. When everything looked like it's falling apart, it had really only been falling into place.
I am enough, and
I am my greatest love

Look how far I've come, breaking out of conditioning. Leading with love. Knowing my right from wrong. This life is mine alone to shape, to travel, my decisions and choices.. All mine and nobody else's. Was that not the magic of it? Looking back is a youth where i craved this freedom to perfect the human I am and grow unrestricted.
This greatness I achieved had been all by myself, in all my lonesome. And I got this.
Solitude has always showed strength and promise. All I have to do, is embrace it's quiet resilience once again. And I will be more than fine.