Yes, I am talking about good old sex. Have you had your first time yet? First time is suppose to be something special. It'll be something that you'll remember for the rest of your life. And mine was an absolute mess. It was last year, February 13th and believe it or not, it was with someone I met here. She, who shall remain unnamed for her own safety, and I used to talk here a lot. After a while we moved to other platforms and started doing voice and video calls. She was in her late 30s while I was 24 back then. After a while, after we got really comfortable with each other, she said she wanted to meet up. She lives in a different city, about 4 hours from mine so we never could find a time where we're both free. But luckily the company she's working for has it's main office in my city and once every few months, all it's employees will travel here for in-person meetings and whatnot. The company will book hotel rooms for them to stay while they were here. That was our opportunity. She said she'll be done with her meetings around 8 pm and will be in her room by 10 pm after hanging out and having dinner with here colleagues. I was excited. I marked the day on the calendar and spend most of my days thinking about that moment. Here's where the awfulness begins: I couldn't sleep the night before. I stayed awake the whole night thinking about what's about to happen. And to make it worse, I agreed to help a friend run some errands that day so we were running around in the city all day. And finally, the time to meet up came. And I was tired. I was soooo fucking tired. I could hardly keep my eyes open let alone maintain a "stiffy". We still met up. We talked for a while, got comfortable in person and then SOMEHOW I managed to pull through. I made sure she was happy. Made sure she felt like it was worth it. But damn! When I say I was miserable, as soon as a couple rounds were over, I just collapsed. Total blackout. She was nice enough to let me sleep. I was afraid she's gonna be turned off by that but lucky for me, she was very understanding and kind, so if you're reading this, thank you. I wish I had planned ahead and did things better that day. Because that was the only time we met. We stayed in contact for 7 - 8 months after that but before she had the opportunity to come here again, she quit and got a job in a different company. This one is in Bangalore. Her work schedule barely gives her time for personal life, the reason she never even got married. Workaholism is scary. Anyway we still check up on each other from time to time but other than that, nothing. Somewhere along they way, the spark just died, I guess. So that's the story of my first time and my first partner. What about you? Got anything interesting to share?
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