Dear Past Self,
I'm writing this to you today, with tears streaming down my face, as I miss the girl you used to be. The girl who smiled with abandon, whose heart was full of love and hope. Where did she go?
I know life happened, and things didn't turn out as we expected. We thought we'd found our happily ever after, but it slipped through our fingers like sand. The pain was overwhelming, and every piece of our shattered heart screamed at us, 'You're not born to be loved; you bloody bitch.'
Those words cut deep, and we began to question our worth. We felt like we weren't enough, like we were unlovable. The weight of those words crushed us, and we had to find a way to survive.
That's when the walls went up. We built a fortress around ourselves, a mask to hide the pain. We became someone else, someone who made people laugh, who wore a cloak of confidence. We became the life of the party, the girl who didn't care.
But the truth is, we do care. We care deeply. We're still hurting, still bleeding from the wounds of our past. We're still that girl who smiles with abandon, but now it's a smile that hides the pain.
I miss you, Past Self. I miss your innocence, your joy, your love for life. I miss the way you saw the world, with eyes full of wonder and excitement. I miss the way you loved, with a heart full of hope and vulnerability.
I know I'm not the same person anymore. I've been broken, shattered into a million pieces. But sometimes, in the quiet moments, I see glimpses of you. I see the girl who once was, and my heart aches with longing.
I wish I could go back in time and tell you that everything will be okay. That the pain will lessen, that the wounds will heal. That you'll find a way to love again, to trust again.
But life doesn't work that way. All I can do is hold on to the memories of who we used to be and hope that someday, we'll find our way back to that girl.
Until then, know that you're not alone. Know that I'm still here, still hurting, still healing. And know that I'll always miss the girl you used to be.
With tears and love,
Your Present Self✿
I'm writing this to you today, with tears streaming down my face, as I miss the girl you used to be. The girl who smiled with abandon, whose heart was full of love and hope. Where did she go?
I know life happened, and things didn't turn out as we expected. We thought we'd found our happily ever after, but it slipped through our fingers like sand. The pain was overwhelming, and every piece of our shattered heart screamed at us, 'You're not born to be loved; you bloody bitch.'
Those words cut deep, and we began to question our worth. We felt like we weren't enough, like we were unlovable. The weight of those words crushed us, and we had to find a way to survive.
That's when the walls went up. We built a fortress around ourselves, a mask to hide the pain. We became someone else, someone who made people laugh, who wore a cloak of confidence. We became the life of the party, the girl who didn't care.
But the truth is, we do care. We care deeply. We're still hurting, still bleeding from the wounds of our past. We're still that girl who smiles with abandon, but now it's a smile that hides the pain.
I miss you, Past Self. I miss your innocence, your joy, your love for life. I miss the way you saw the world, with eyes full of wonder and excitement. I miss the way you loved, with a heart full of hope and vulnerability.
I know I'm not the same person anymore. I've been broken, shattered into a million pieces. But sometimes, in the quiet moments, I see glimpses of you. I see the girl who once was, and my heart aches with longing.
I wish I could go back in time and tell you that everything will be okay. That the pain will lessen, that the wounds will heal. That you'll find a way to love again, to trust again.
But life doesn't work that way. All I can do is hold on to the memories of who we used to be and hope that someday, we'll find our way back to that girl.
Until then, know that you're not alone. Know that I'm still here, still hurting, still healing. And know that I'll always miss the girl you used to be.
With tears and love,
Your Present Self✿
