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This is a personal reflection, written as a means of closure and healing. I am sharing it here for my own emotional release.
Dear XXX,
I want to cry, but I can't, and I won't. I'm angry—not at you, but at myself.
Why did I let you get close to me? Why did I lower my boundaries? I may never...