I apologize if I hurt anyone here. I didn't mean to hurt anyone but somehow people around me get hurt. That's why I became someone here, someone I am not, a mirage that none can touch. To widen my perspective on reality and life I used unorthodox methods and weird ways. They did help, I am many times more mature than I was. But in this process, I did some damage to people and bruised some egos. For that, I apologize.