Okay... I'm officially freaking out! For the past few days, I've been obsessed with ghosts and vampires. Like, seriously obsessed. I'm talking "can't-get-them-out-of-my-head" obsessed. i thought I've been watching Vampire Diaries nonstop may be that's why I started fantasizing vampires!! But what about ghosts. Yes, you read that right... ghosts! I've fantasizing ghost too!! -_-
I thought it was just the whole Damon Salvatore thing (who wouldn't fall for that charming vampire?). But nope, it's more than that. I've started imagining myself in spooky mansions, surrounded by creepy creaks and groans. And don't even get me started on the whole "bloodsucking" thin pheww!!
But here's the thing: I'm also terrified of ghosts! Like, seriously scared. I don't do well with horror movies, and I definitely don't do well with actual paranormal activity. So, why on earth am I fantasizing about them?! **Teary eyes*** It's actually a huge turn on for me rn .....+_+
And to make matters worse, I'm starting to feel like I'm losing interest in living people -_-... I know, I know, it sounds crazy! But honestly, I've been finding myself drawn to the supernatural and the paranormal, and it's like, what's wrong with me?!( Am i in Illusion??)
I've even started searching for ghost porn online -_-(don't judge me!). I mean, I know it's not exactly normal, but I just can't seem to help myself. It's like my brain is hardwired to respond to anything spooky and supernatural.
I'm starting to think I've finally lost it. Like, maybe I've been watching too much TV or something. Or maybe I just need to get out more (i.e., meet some actual living, breathing humans).
>>>> Phuck my mind it's annoying!!
I thought it was just the whole Damon Salvatore thing (who wouldn't fall for that charming vampire?). But nope, it's more than that. I've started imagining myself in spooky mansions, surrounded by creepy creaks and groans. And don't even get me started on the whole "bloodsucking" thin pheww!!
But here's the thing: I'm also terrified of ghosts! Like, seriously scared. I don't do well with horror movies, and I definitely don't do well with actual paranormal activity. So, why on earth am I fantasizing about them?! **Teary eyes*** It's actually a huge turn on for me rn .....+_+
And to make matters worse, I'm starting to feel like I'm losing interest in living people -_-... I know, I know, it sounds crazy! But honestly, I've been finding myself drawn to the supernatural and the paranormal, and it's like, what's wrong with me?!( Am i in Illusion??)
I've even started searching for ghost porn online -_-(don't judge me!). I mean, I know it's not exactly normal, but I just can't seem to help myself. It's like my brain is hardwired to respond to anything spooky and supernatural.
I'm starting to think I've finally lost it. Like, maybe I've been watching too much TV or something. Or maybe I just need to get out more (i.e., meet some actual living, breathing humans).
>>>> Phuck my mind it's annoying!!