The Name
❤
That Stole My Heart
From a Forum Nickname to My Forever
We all meet someone special in life sometimes unexpectedly, without even realizing how much they will mean to us. They enter our world at a random moment, but before we know it, they become our everything. That’s exactly what happened to me.
During one of the loneliest phases of my life, I met a person a beautiful, pure soul, always radiating happiness, always making others smile. I never imagined that a simple encounter would change my world forever.
I often wonder how I ended up having so much affection and love for just one person. I still think about it sometimes was it when I first saw her nickname on the forum? That moment surprised me, made me smile, and sparked an instant curiosity. Her name felt fresh, different, and intriguing. So, I started following her responses in threads, her posts, and especially the Tamil songs she shared. What amazed me was that most of them were my choices too. Naturally, I started liking her posts, especially the song ones.
Then came the Santa special friend game. In that event, there was a thread where everyone was asked to write three names as their Santa guesses. The first name that flashed in my mind was hers. I don’t know why, but I longed for her to be my Santa. I even shared this with my friend, who, ironically, turned out to be my actual Santa without me realizing it at that time. How funny that I unknowingly told my real Santa who I wished for! But I didn’t write any names in that thread because I didn’t want anyone else to be my Santa except her.
The final day of the Santa reveal arrived. I was eagerly waiting for her response in the thread. I kept checking, hoping she would reveal herself as my Santa, but there was nothing. My heart was racing, aching like it needed oxygen. I waited, as if waiting for my eternal love. And then, after what felt like an eternity, she finally posted her message in the thread… but my name wasn’t there. My heart sank. The hope I had been holding onto slipped away in that moment.
I was heartbroken, but I still wanted to know who my real Santa was. Even though I had a crush on her, I hadn’t spoken to her personally yet. We had only exchanged likes on posts, mostly in the forum. I tried to move on with my routine, but I couldn’t get her out of my mind.
One day, curiosity got the best of me, and I finally asked a few girls in the Telugu room about her Beta ID. The first response was teasing—"Why do you need her ID?" I casually replied that I just wanted to know if she visited Zozo. After a little hesitation, one friend finally shared it with me. I memorized it instantly, as if it was something I had been searching for forever.
The very next day, I spotted a familiar looking nickname in the Hindi room. My heart raced as I excitedly asked, "Are you Hanvi?" But the reply came: "Sisa, it's me! We've talked before!" My excitement turned into confusion. It wasn’t her. Had I just imagined all of this? Was I searching too desperately?
I waited a few more days, and then at last I saw her ID in Beta. Wow. What an excitement! My heart felt like a fish suddenly pulled out of the water. I didn’t waste a secondI sent her a message, asking if it was really her. Those few moments of waiting felt like forever. And then… she replied. That single message was enough to send a wave of excitement through me. My heart had never raced this fast before.
We began exchanging small messages like hi, bye, hello, how are you. I liked her responses, the way she spoke, the kindness in her words. There was something soft, pure, and gentle about her, like clear water. I’m usually the one who cares and talks normally, but for the first time, I found someone who seemed like me in so many ways.
Even though my crush on her was there, it stayed hidden in my mind. At first, we only chatted on the beta wall and rarely in private messages. But as days passed—not many days, honestly we started sharing things.
As I got to know her, I started admiring her. Talking to her felt like talking to someone I had known for years. I loved her childishness and playful nature—maybe because, to me, it felt so special and rare. And then, before I even realized it, we started liking each other.
Wow. What an incredible moment that was! It felt like I had received every wish I had ever made in my life. She was truly a gift from God my happiness, my everything. My girlfriend, my best friend, my baby, my cute little baby princess she became everything to me. From that day till now, my world has revolved around her 24/7.
How did I end up loving someone so madly, deeply, and unconditionally? Even I wonder sometimes. Why can’t I love someone else this much? But I don’t try to understand it. I just follow my heart. I never hesitate to share my pure affection and love for her in every possible moment. It’s my nature, and I don’t expect the same in return.
Even though we are far apart, even though we don’t know what the future holds, my love for her remains unchanged.
I love her unconditionally, deeply, madly. She is my everything, my happiness, my happy princess.
Maybe I’m writing this to store these happy moments so that whenever I feel low, I can return to these words and find my happiness again. But more than that, I don’t want this to be just a memory.
I don’t just want to remember these moments,I want to live them, again and again, for as long as I breathe.
No matter the distance, no matter the uncertainties, my love for her will never change.
I wish to be with her forever, till my last breath in this life
and in every life that follows.
I wish to be born in the same lifetime as her—whether as her neighbor, her friend, her mother who nurtures her, or as her girlfriend, her beloved husband, or her soulmate who loves and cherishes her. No matter the relationship, all I desire is to spend more time with her, to show her the depth of my love from the very first moment I met her. If not in this life, then in the next.
Forever loving you from afar, my hunny
babe @Hanvi Chowdary Love you so much. Words will never be enough to describe what you mean to me.
Stay happy, always hunny babe My Happy Princess.
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