As I reflect on my personal growth, I yearn to return to my former self. I was more reserved, yet radiated a quiet happiness. This sense of mystery surrounded me, leaving others to ponder the depths of my soul. However, I was fully aware of my own emotions and thoughts.
I cherished the beauty of silence and stillness, often finding solace in quiet moments. My words were sparse, yet potent and true. In this state, I felt a sense of freedom and peace. The world may try to draw me out, but I'm determined to resist. I'll hold on to the silence that brings me bliss. This is the person I aspire to be once again.
(Feeling like getting back to my old self again These days and all things so thought why not to write it down....many things are going on in my life which make me realise that sometimes being reserved & unknown for others is good)
("If you had just stayed for a moment,
It would have been possible… my scattered hopes
would have got up from the ground and seen the sky.
You were going to leave…
But even if you stayed for a moment,
perhaps my loneliness would have been saved from being hopeless.
What is left now,
is not just silence…
but also the wait for those empty glances,
which will never look back.")